Blessings all

I posted this in the tarot forum and it was suggested that I post here due to the details I have offered and the question I raise.

If someone of deep ability, sound mind and judgement could assist me with direction and compatibility, I would deeply appreciate it.

A bit of background - I am a 37 year old Pisces - He a 37 year old Gemini.
We went to high school together, but traveled in different circles.  We connected via the internet and were intellectually intrigued by each other.  It was as if sparks flew.

I am now concerned about our connection due to my emotional tangents and impatience due to my misunderstanding of who he is as a person.  I find it hard to believe that people can be emotionally disconnected and not at all like me.  I have a level of depth that is often a hinderance, but most men do not understand who I am either.  

I have hurt him due to past baggage and recent mental and emotional instability.  I have been depressed lately and overly sensitive.  Is it too late to salvage the relationship?   I have cut him off so many times, but he sticks around.

Is this a relationship that has any longevity?  It is 6 months later and he has been loyal as a friend.

Our charts are as follows:

Donna (me/female) -

Rising Sign is in 10 Degrees Cancer

Sun is in 22 Degrees Pisces

Moon is in 16 Degrees Cancer

Mercury is in 23 Degrees Pisces

Venus is in 16 Degrees Pisces

Mars is in 20 Degrees Capricorn

Jupiter is in 03 Degrees Aquarius

Saturn is in 14 Degrees Gemini

Uranus is in 22 Degrees Libra

Neptune is in 07 Degrees Sagittarius

Pluto is in 03 Degrees Libra

N. Node is in 14 Degrees Capricorn


Troy (male)

Rising Sign is in 15 Degrees Virgo

Sun is in 27 Degrees Gemini

Moon is in 27 Degrees Capricorn

Mercury is in 21 Degrees Cancer

Venus is in 15 Degrees Cancer

Mars is in 28 Degrees Pisces

Jupiter is in 11 Degrees Aquarius

Saturn is in 24 Degrees Gemini

Uranus is in 18 Degrees Libra

Neptune is in 05 Degrees Sagittarius

Pluto is in 01 Degrees Libra

N. Node is in 07 Degrees Capricorn


Thank you all so much!