To be honest it all sounds pretty dismal

. The world isn't made for people with inspirational A.D.D. - especially not in regards to career matters. It is true though, I
hate, hate, hate working in offices, they make me physically ill. Well, I'll just go to grad school and see what happens from there.
I have a disabled sibling that will be in my care if something happens to our mother, which is something that I have to face, so I have to not only think about myself and my future, but my sibling's as well. While definitely I do not consider this a burden or "yoke", it is something that I will eventually "inherit" that will add more responsibility.