Hello Youdah and everyone else on the forum,

Am coming back here after a long sabbatical of sorts.. I just had this burning desire to post this question about someone I met recently...

Before I go on with the details about him.. let me tell you that am 33 yrs / male ..attracted to males (and hopefully thats not an offence on this site!)..I do realise you would require my personal details like time of birth / date of birth and full name which I am sending through a private message...if thats alright...(message being forwarded to Youdah as of now but any one else willing to help... please leave a message in here and I can always revert with details)

I am not yet 'out' to any community about my sexuality as am still exploring it... and there are millions like me around in this world... from which I managed to meet one person online about 3years back... an extremely intellectual / spiritual person (as compared to me) which was a plus apart from other attributes that I was looking for.

Sadly due to various misunderstandings..it started off with long gaps in our communication from the time we first met online. Eventually we met in person for the first time last year just for 45mins and i had strong emotional feelings for him. There was again not much communication after that accept one liner messages to wish for festivals etc more from my side than his! Anyways we connected again yesterday on 02Nov, 2008 and spent couple of hours with each other... some beautiful moments I think we spent with each other... but now from here ...what next ... ?

Both of us know that I am a very emotional person... I had stopped waiting for him in the last few months (well some forums here and some friendly advise helped me to learn to live by myself and if love was meant to happen ...it will come to you instead of you going searching for it!) but after this incident...it brings a smile to my face along with that strong anxiety of when / what would happen next ... sometimes i wonder that is destiny playing up again by bringing us back togehter after that long period ? Was it some sort of a 'great' dream spending a few quality hours with him ...My mind and my heart are just sending me mixed signals and am late into the nite (well its 0200hrs/0200am) writing this message!

I welcome philosophical comments from one and all but what i actually seek for is a genuine reading...

Apologies for a long message :(

Cheers!
Arth

no one out there to help me :(

arth75, I'm running several days behind with readings.  Please read "Haven't got a reading yet?" sticky note at the top of this forum.

Hello Youdah... truely appreciate you writing in and acknowledging my message. I do realise that you are busy with the online tutorials and shall wait for you to get relatively free to respond to my request.

If you would like to use my case for your online/web tutorial (noticed on one of your posts that a participant had requested to do an assessment of sorts for a person who had posted earlier and you had sought his/her permission) you may please go ahead... Am quite messed up emotionally so to speak ...any help (as per your inconvenience) would always be welcome.

Cheers!

P.s. : Thanks again for acknowledging my message

I was just getting ready to enter the data you sent through PM to start a chart for you.  It was then that I realized that I don't have a birth place.  Please post or send PM, because I need this info before I can do a reading.  Thanks.