Soulsearch - I would love to know what you found in my chart. I have had a chart done but knowing moon in Pisces, Venus in Aries didn't tell me anything. The most helpful info I found was Chiron in the 7th house.

I'll tell you a few things about me and you can see how that fits/or not with the chart. I was married in my 20's for four years. One son (now 25) and one grandson that I adore. Significant relationships with ex-husband (ended 1987); a younger guy when I was 30; and then a LOOOOOONNNNNNGGGGG time alone until the most recent guy who I met three yrs ago. I quit that Sept 2007 and because he lives two blocks from me, I haven't quite gotten over him yet but I'm working on it.

I work full time at a collge, am active, earthy (garden, camping, fishing, swimming). I always wanted to be a stay-at-home wife and mother but never was. Men seem to like me... when I go to a bar I get hit on which I decided to take as a compliment of how I look and nothing more, and it's not because I wear slutty clothing or parade around. The guys that want to date me though seem too nice and I get bored - that's why I never got to be the stay-at-home wife and mom. I'm drawn to the selfish bad ones who make me crazy. Rather, that is how I have been up until NOW that I see where I need to change.

From reading Youdah's posts I now realize I have lived the way I have because I didn't think I was worthy of being loved. I wanted the guys that treated me bad. That was what I was used to - it was familiar. I could have had the life I wanted (wife and mom) from a couple of very good men but I pushed them away.

Would you like any other info? I look forward to reading your reply. I didn't know astrology could do this. I thought it was only horoscopes. Thank you for your time and talent.

LOL!  We had a discussion in class that when someone wants/needs/is ready for what you have to say, they will find you.  Case in point, I think!  

Thanks Miimaa for sharing so much information about yourself.
Let me try and do give me a feedback.

You are a Leo Rising and a Fire sign by ascendent. Easily shows your dynamic personality in activities you undertake. Your creative abilities are best exhibited in earthy dynamic activities as you mentioned as gardening/camping ( 5th house Capricorn) Are you the one who generally initiates ( angular) these activities as these are the ways you creatively express your best.

You are a responsible mother and have raised him with discipline and practicality.However at times you could be a bit strict with him ( Saturn square venus)???

Your Ascendent is a fixed sign and Capricorn in your house of Romance and the north node being in the 2nd house you could be a perfectionist to a fault and would relate to these qualitites more.Therefore you could be living more on the Virgo- North node level ( the down to earth and not the flashy kinds).
You also have a Saturn square Venus making you work hard in matters of love.

You would need to bring about a balance by being more adaptive ( Air) relaxing yourself and not be too judgemental...being more positive ( 2nd house) about yourself  and being sensitive and loving to your needs. ( Virgo-Pisces nodes).This transformation would require effort from you but the determined Taurus ( sunsign) and adjustable and sensitive Pisces( moon sign) you are I am sure you would be able to do it.
Do let me know.
SS

I'm glad I stumbled upon this thread. You're right, you sounded so much like me.

Hello Antigone. I read your thread and totally related

Thank you soulsearch for the gift of your talent.

I would like to get married or have a life partner. Is there indication of that in my chart?