Sometimes when I do a reading, it won't leave my mind after I think it's finished.  This is happening now.  When that happens, it is because something more needs to be said or done...that I have not completed my responsibility in some way.  When an astrologer gives a reading, he (or she) takes upon himself a responsibility to the person to be complete, base his readings on established understandings of astrology, and to leave the person with a greater understanding of their life.  

If I sit quietly, when a reading is yet unfinished, the thoughts come to me that are yet to be done.  As so the following addition...

What I failed to give you was a good understanding of why you must change your attitudes.

When you said that you don't like bosses..for example.

A boss will feel this from you...the dislike, the anger, the mistrust.   Being a human, the boss will dislike YOU and have mistrust for you.  Yes, it would be nice if everyone would not judge you so quickly and return anger for anger, but this is only human.  Don't you feel dislike for someone who shows that he dislikes YOU?  It is the same thing...it is a human response.  And everytime this happens, it reinforces your belief that all bosses are bad ones.

But, look at this closer.  Didn't you first judge the boss?  Didn't you dislike him simply because he was your boss?  Did you give him a chance?  Did you judge him unfairly?  Yes, you did.  You didn't even give the boss a chance to show you that he could be fair, so you see, in this way you are behaving just like the way you accuse your boss of being!!!! And you brought the negativity to HIM first.  You must start to take responsibility that the bad things in your life, started with YOU, not the boss.

So, you must change your own attitude to break this negative cycle.  You do this by healing the old wounds...forgiving when you are ready, and if no forgiveness, then at least understanding that those who harmed you were only human, too.  When you want others to give love for anger, it must begin with you by doing it FIRST to those who harmed you in the past.  In this way, it will end.  

When you can stop generalizing that ALL are bad, and begin to see yourself, and others, as just doing the best that they can, and to judge individuals instead of all, and opening your mind to the possibility that there is good in others just as in yourself, then you will have these problems no more.

Peace...

Thanks for your advices Youdah, they are welcomed and much appreciated.

Challenging,is one of my main tools of learning and by far the best way of getting me in/out of situations/imagination where otherwise i would have never ended up. I dislike rules as i find out more and more this rules belong to no one mostly. I find it sad to realise that even if you ask why is this so, why isn't that otherwise you won't get an answer (at least i don't) it's like society rules personal rules everyone has rules to obey that no one ever told them to obey or anything, more and more people as i see become slaves to propaganda and their own fabrications as i might not be much diffrent but i chose to challenge so i can find the truth.

I'm not a troublemaker to bad that people see me this way i am the opposite actually always trying to fix and help others in trouble in all ways i can. I don't believe that someone is out to get me but i keep myself prepare for everything as i found out it is the best.

Authority, i don't know how is there where you live but here...this equal abuse at all levels. Don't want to offend anyone but for some reason alot of the people that are i authoritarian positions they will abuse you and that is cause most of them are stupid. I'm am sorry to say this but it is a fact here where i live. It doesn't matter if is a shop manager or the police or the goverment or even some priests. It's a sad reality but it's reality. Hard to find decent people to work for or to work with very hard. I am considering changing the country but as i told you i'm confused to what decisions to make. My mind works a little diffrently and if i do something or if i want to learn something i have to become that thing and dedicate myself 100% witch is imposible for me without financial support...anyway at least i have hopes that this might not be a problem for to long.

I do have respect for people and for what they are but i can't respect the "wrong" i know i don't have all the answers and also know that some men really enjoy helping out others.

I am a good person and i try to improve myself in all ways i can but my hope still remains that this will end and someday soon i'll have the opportunity to do what i was made to do. All my dreams and hopes remain at the mercy of God to judge what will happen from now on like before but i wish he will give me a chance to end all this and start a new not for what i deserve but a chance for what i could create and do for others.

Thanks again and good luck!