I'm not trying to get a free reading, I eventually plan on purchasing one when I have the funds, but I've been trying to research my own chart in the meantime, and I keep finding contradictions. I don't know how to look at it as a synthetic whole. Like alot of squares and trines. Anyways, I always feel alot of discord in my life, and extreme shifts. Sometimes I'm elated, and others, it's like I'm living in smoke and mirrors. I'm just trying to find a little insight to tide me over until I can get a full reading.
Anyways here's a link and a file in case the link expires.

astro.com/cgi/aclch.cgi?btyp=ack&&cid=8mgfileiWwg3n-u1228794640

Thanks!

cancer rising  


you are very sensitive to emotional signals from other people you have extra ordinary insight into human motivation .there is a reserve about you that is sometimes difficult to penetrate, but underneath is a warm affectionate ,loving and giving nature .you are adaptable to different kinds of people even though you are not liable to make instant friendships .it takes awhile for you to let someone get really close.


you tend to moodiness and other may not always find you in a receptive frame of mind. sometimes  you can be crabby and impatient and exhibit a snappish temper .you are touchy ,and others have to be careful of what they say lest they hurt your feelings

your sensitivities  are so heightened that you sometimes take offense where non was intended.however ,this same sensitivity is what sets you apart from the crowd.

you posses great imagination and awareness.


Moon in the fourth house  you are protective toward your family.and are will become a devoted parent

good point: financial acumen in real estate or family possessions

bad point :you resist facing up to reality

Moon in virgo

the bright side is you are more intellectual meticulous, industrious steadfast responsible
the dark side  you are more critical high strung standoffish argumentative  hypochrondriac.

the sign of virgo stabilizes the shifting effect of the moon virgo is the sign of intelligence and practicality,which gives a sharp analytical bent to the moons influence

Moon is square uranus :  too changeable temperamental. nervous tension perversity

Moon is trine neptune : powerful imagination  interested in the occult



Sun  in 10th house  house of career

you have a strong sense of self and drive to succeed chances are you will achieve success,but most likely in the middle of your life.problems may rise if ambition and career take precedence over other concerns ,such as marriage and relationships

Sun is in pisces   wow


Sun is opposition moon

inner conflicts about self insecurity actions are contradictory .emotionally over sensitive

Sun is square uranus :    rash erratic nervous strain possible separation in marriage


just a brief look   enjoy the holidays  My water friend

Well, maybe you should have posted in different forum hon.

All this chart suggests lots and lots in water ie; emotions, 4 Water planets plus Asc and MC

Cancer and Virgo are born worriers, your Asc and Moon. 2planet earth,2fire, 1 air. therefore lacking the quality of air.
LACK OF PLANETS IN AIR (zero or one planet)

AIR COULD MAKE SWEEPING STATEMENTS WITH NO LOGICAL THOUGHT BEHIND THEM! Tendency to over-emphasise the intellectual development, by way of compensation; they tend to read a lot or study subjects that interest them! Enjoy learning about theory and systems as their minds are always open to learning something new. Makes for interesting and diverse companions.
Because this person could be so preoccupied with CREATIVE FUNCTIONS, EMOTIONAL INVOLVEMENTS OR THE REALITIES OF LIFE, that the matters requiring rational or thoughtful consideration ARE USUALLY GIVEN LITTLE ATTENTION OR DISMISSED ENTIRELY.  The judgment is that attention is already overburdened with more pressing considerations elsewhere.  This person may feel ¬intimidated by intellectual, communicative type individuals and frequently chastises them.

MAY NOT THINK (ENGAGE BRAIN) BEFORE SPEAKING!    DOES NOT MEAN THEY ARE UN INTELLIGENT THOUGH!

MAJORITY OR SURPLUS OF PLANETS IN WATER (five or more)

YOU CAN EASILY MANIPULATE PEOPLE BY    PLAYING ON THEIR FEELINGS
Very emotional, feelings, intuition, compassion. Your best qualities are sensitivity, sympathy and a caring attitude. Your ability to tune into and understand other people's feelings is very good. You would pick up subtle vibrations and undercurrents in any situation.  You are reflective, impressionable, rather moody.

TEND TO LOCK UP THEIR FEELINGS AND HAVE A FEAR OF INTENSE EMOTIONAL INVOLVEMENTS, because they question whether or not they can survive the ordeal if the relationship does not work out.

These people can appear cold because they build a WALL OF PROTECTION AROUND THEM. They can on occasion give the appearance of going through the motions of being in love, but in actual fact their feelings are often SO BOTTLED UP THAT THE PARTNER NEVER FEELS LOVED!  Should learn to take a chance, to trust themselves more in emotional situations.

Psychic and healing abilities may be present and are associated with this element.  Mystical interests appeal and you may have to watch and keep in check a tendency of wishful thinking and escapism.

You deal with conflict by attempting to flow around or engulf it or wear it away by sheer endurance.


basically what your asking is concerning the "aspect lines" which are facets our your personality and there are loads of books you can read regarding this or try this link

cafeastrology.com/natal/planetsaspectsastrology.html

Also you have calculated your chart using Placidus house system of unequal size houses, which is the default on astro, but i teach Equal house the oldest and most reliable and traditional. So please look at both, study evaluate for yourself which planets work in which house for you....

Your moon is in 3rd house for example in Equal house. Virgo over analyses things and churns them over and over, causing mental stress and worrying. Square to Uranus, suggests break with mother and women, quick to respond emotionally and bit erractic

Sun Moon opposition, suggests parents were opposites but complimented each other.
Sun & Mercury in 9th house of Higher education, studying, philosophy, travel, the law, religion, long distance travel. So presumably you like learning new things all the time, but this will add to restlessness cos Sagittarius naturally rules this house

Venus & Mars in 10th of career suggests you will be very direct and to the point (aries fashion) into career, social standing and prob get lot of pleasure from this....

Sun Neptune Square  Sun Neptune Opposition
Self Deception ! Either inadvertently or deliberately to others.

The dream and fantasy world so typical of Neptune comes very much to the fore.  As children growing up we often linger too much in the mythical realm of fairy tales and may suffer from identity problems.

Inferiority feelings are not uncommon. There are two sources for these inferiority feelings.  The first is Neptune’s habit of fudging boundary lines, which makes it hard for us to see what we want.  The second is the nagging feeling that there is something more, a feeling that another world lies behind the world of perception, and that our individual limitations   nullity and failure  are in sharp contrast to it.  There is also the ¬subversive tendency of Neptune, which is continually and ¬insidiously undermining the self confidence bestowed by the Sun.

Our response may be devotion to some sect, belief or ideal, in which we find (spiritual) identity and reassurance.  This gives us a cause to champion other than ourselves. Really, we are seeking the invisible other world and are pilgrims on the ¬spiritual path.  Conflicts over this issue can give us the needed incentive not to stand still.  In spite of many false steps, their tensions spur us on.  With Neptune we usually find ¬ourselves on the wrong road somewhere along the line, because the planet is scarcely renowned for practical thought.  However, the person with Neptune  Sun aspects has little interest in being matter of fact anyway;  what he is looking for is a place of refuge in ideas and feelings.  Therefore the native will continue searching until he finds an ideal that meets his emotional needs and stresses him as little as possible.

There is not much sense of responsibility in all this, but this is not to  say these natives cannot learn to become more responsible.  Neptunian matters such as music, poetry and other forms of creativity have an important bearing on the conflicts, as do mysticism, metaphysics and spirituality.