Colotura,

You are very welcome for the reading.

You asked....... "and is there anything else I should know in terms of my psychic development?"

There is of course much more for you to learn at your own comfortable pace that I feel would be valuable for you to know, but this reading forum is neither the time or place best suited to give you this.

I will continue to give you whatever support I am able to by providing free monthly readings on this forum, but what insights I give you in this manner MUST be combined with the advice I have already given you above with the very best of intentions about seeking a suitable development circle in your local area at your earliest possible convenience (ASAP).

Without this I feel it is going to always be more difficult and frustrating for you with reference to your psychic development over the longer term, than if you had attended one of these to start with. Which is precisely why I suggested this in the first place. You need to be the one to make the next important move, in your own best interests as a new student of the psychic?

Kindest regards,

EOT

Eye of Tiger,
Thank you so much! I've been reading and rereading your response and consulting my spirit guides and such.

I know this seems very silly, and to my friends, it is. However, everytime I try to either move on or just to let things lay, it hurts. It's almost as if moving on and looking for someone else means leaving a part of myself or severing my connection to him. I've also had some pretty vivid dreams about him as well, one of which involved him leaving a roomful of his friends to follow me down the ahll.

I'm sorry, it's just that this situation is really bothering me, but I'll consult my spirit guides and angels some more.

Hope your computer situation gets fixed! I've been through things like it, and it's a pain in the butt!

Cheers,
Coloratura

Coloratura,  

The long planned computer upgrade is finally  scheduled for this Thursday evening, so if I temporarily disappear off the board, please do not think for one moment that I am deserting my many good friends made here on these MB forums. This upgrade is long overdue but also absolutely necessary, if I am to continue to offer free intuitive readings on this site. My old computer (as myself) has seen better days?  



This sounds anything to me other than being silly. Even though you know deep within yourself that you must in your own time cut all energy connections with him in order to more fully be with someone else, it can often be a long and painful drawn out process, and it is I feel perfectly normal for a person with your sensitivity and degree of empathy to feel as if you are being torn apart or are being stretched to the extreme in two different directions at the same time.

In fact I would be very concerned if you did not feel this way to some extent. Yes it definitely hurts, but holding on indefinitely to a dream which will never come about during this current lifetime can have much more devastating and long lasting consequences for both your emotional and physical health, when compared to this relatively brief pain of your initial separation.

Unfortunately I know of no way to completely protect you from having to experience some of this pain now, in order to prevent you continuing to deny yourself the love you so deserve to receive in the future. But with the luxury of hindsight I believe that once the worst of this is finally over, you will recognise that what I have been saying to you was absolutely the truth at the time I said it.

Lasting happiness in the arms of someone who truly loves and values us for whom we already are often requires significant personal sacrifices to be made in the shorter term, so that we are then given valuable opportunities to enjoy a much brighter future with that special person. But the pain in our hearts which we cannot avoid experiencing in order to get to where and whom we want can frequently deceive us into believing that we will never make it.

Please therefore be assured that as many others have done before you, you will eventually in your own good time rise above the pain you are currently feeling, and that your way will then once more be opened to life's greatest blessing to each of us - LOVE.  

eye_of_tiger

OK, I know that your previous reading had stated that there would be significant challenges in the way if I chose to pursue this.

So, just to conclude the matter (and I will consult my spirit guides and others for opinions as well), upon what you see and have seen already, would it be in my best interst, his best interest, and the interest of my future partner, for me to proceed on the careful cautious course you prescribed earlier?

I've just found out some more things about him, and I would really like to help him, even fi it not be in being romantically involved.

You asked.....



Yes I would advise you on the basis of this reading to continue to proceed cautiously in any form of relationship you choose to have with this person in the future. I would not be suggesting this to you, if I did not feel that it was also in the best interests of everyone involved to do so.



In the end you possess the gift of free will, and therefore ultimately it is your choice to make as to whether you feel that to remain simply friends with him would either be practical or advisable over the longer term.

While I admire your desire to help him and provide him with whatever emotional and other support you feel you are able, I fear that being so close to him and knowing that the best that you can ever hope for will be only as friends and not lovers will be extremely painful for you to bear for too long at a time.

eye_of_tiger