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I will give the feedback promptly to the chart reader , and will provide any additional info required abt my past events .

And i will be very thankful to him/her/them , for helping me out and for their time .


*   Sri .. M , april 28 1985 , 18 15 hrs ( dont know exactly , between 5.45 pm to 6.30 pm ) , ( No DST ) , Vijayawada , India
i request to pls check into my natal chart first , and see if there is anything like - my relationships will not be successful with the planet positions i have ... if so , do let me know so that i will try to be absolutely resistant to enter into any further relationship , which spares me from getting hurt repeatedly ....  :? ( i already suffered a love failure ,, dont want another )

I also cant stand any form of separation from the one i were to marry  or the kids (to-be )  :(  ... so pls check this as well in my chart and advise ( meaning to say - cant stand divorce , if its there in my chart ... if its inevitable in my chart , then better to remain single i guess )



Mo .. F , june 6 1994 , 14 45 hrs ( + or - 5 min ) , ( No DST ) , Vijayawada , India


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Hello I am a 26 yr old  , Taurus , male from a middle class family , I completed my MBBS degree course ( Doctor ) in oct 2010 … and I am currently  preparing for PG entrance exam ..

Never seriously believed in  astrology ….. but after seeing whats happening with my previous two relationships and my education/career …  I am lost … and in search for some answers , i tried to know what astrology is ...  and now I almost believe that there is something more influencing my life than my principles/beliefs/attitudes and perception alone .

I am more of a introvert , don’t have many friends … but when with them and with the ones I like , I am very active , make them laugh , make them feel special .

I always tend to like the girls I meet spontaneously/unplannedly ,,, and if they have good heart/character  I tend to commit to them in no time ,,, and I will be loyal to them and make adjustments to fit into their style to make them feel  comfortable … I don’t resist much , if they want to leave me ,, bcos i believd that if its true love she had on me , she will stay , come what may ,,, and if someone gets the idea to leave me implies that , she had no true love on me , and in which case there is no point to asking her to hold back..

• My concept of love or marriage has always been this .. “ if it shud happen ,it shud happen by itself - spontaneously , not planned or arranged and if it shud happen , it shud  happen for pure abstract reasons

Actually i am not against arranged  marriages , i do acknowledge that , as long as we be pure , true and loving from our side without expecting anything from others ( which is the principle i follow ) ,,, then in most probability , others will definitely reciprocate in the same way , be it after 1 week , 1 year , 1decade or atleast before i die .

but what i feel is why to ignore the more unconditional love that happened by itself and go for some what conditioned love of arranged marriage ( as far as i can push it )


So till now I always used to consider committing to such girl , whom I meet incidentally and to whom my heart dies for .  
• I dont exactly know y  , but I usually dont      get impressed with or like/love      most of the girls I met ( almost none ). Infact ( not simultaneously ofcourse , but when previous relationship ended/got over ) till now (of some , say 50 or odd girls I met spontaneously , be at college or at hospitals or elsewhere )  I only liked 2 girls in a special way and now this new girl "Mo"  
• since i like very very few girls in general , I always had this feeling that , if i loose this girl now , there is a  chance of not meeting another girl again ever , who is to my heart's liking .
• And besides , unless there is some problem ( like for eg. if our horoscopes dont match to the highest degree  etc ) why shud i not proceed with her uninhibitedly and see where time takes us , ( if i love her and if she loves me too , we get married ) what harm will it cause .... this is how i feel to myself . i believe that even if i get my pg seat by saving time by not getting involved with her and using that time to study .. i personally will regret it later ,, bcos, though i want both equally , but if i have to chose --  to me people and love ( when it happens by itself  ) are first priority than study/career/money . ( this opinion of mine is more strengthened now bcos of the security that , even without PG and with just my mbbs degree , i can make a decent living )

Y shud i have to lose her to study , y not both ... even though there can be some delay in the result of study with this method .... i can accept that delay . -- this i how i feel

Pls let me know and correct me , if these priorities and principles of mine are wrong or even though right , dont go well with my chart

The first girl ( my classmate )  I seriously  liked is the one who is already engaged to someone , and she is 2 yrs older than me ( i dont know that she is engaged when i fell in love with her , but learnt abt it after a month or two .. I don’t know abt this age difference till recently ) … and when the first relation broke , the second one ( colleague at a hospital where i worked for sometime ) entered , she is 1 year older ( knew it after committing myself to her … but didn’t give importance to it , as I believe that love in our hearts is what that matters ,  and that age is not a criteria ) …  and the third one I currently like is 9 yrs younger  ( our family  moved into a new house , she is a neighbor  ,,  she used to address me as brother by default :( initially  , as I am her passed-out senior from medical college , she is a to-be doctor too , joined her 1st year of mbbs in aug 2011  )
Common point of these 3 girls is , all are doctors

But bcos of my unsuccessful  past 2 relationships  in which there have been hard times as equal as the happy times  , I wonder if I tried / trying to get close to girls in wrong time ,, I mean ,  am I in a dull phase since 2005 to 2011 ? …. (Despite the sorrows , I am happy that the previous two girls came into my life , for I had some most beautiful moments with them , I cherish those moments . )

, as i have mars in 8th bhava ,  is it true that i will have very hard time if i go for marriage :?: is this the reason y i had unsuccessful past relationship with the 2nd girl ( despite she and me were very much in favor of getting married , but failed bcos of her mom's denial ) ,, if so , will this be repeated with everyone i get into relationship with ? is it better to try not to enter into any relationship at all in future and remain single , than to get hurt when it fails    

I can’t handle being separated from the ones I love  ,, I don’t want my next relation to go like this ,, can u pls suggest me a specific time period , which is good for a lifelong lasting happy relationship according to my chart  …. So that I will be absolutely resistant to any girl until such time ..

Though my heart dearly wants to love and be loved …. If there is any anything in my chart that tells me I have some bad planets in some houses , and cannot have a happy relationship ever … pls do let me know , so that I can try to be absolutely  resistant to get into any further relationship at all  and can remain single for life long ,, which spares me from getting hurt repeatedly … Seeing the past 2 relations , made be ask like this  .

I also cant stand any form of separation from the one i were to marry  or the kids (to-be )  :(  ... so pls check this as well in my chart and advise  ( meaning to say - cant stand divorce , if its there in my chart ... if its inevitable in my chart , then better to remain single i guess  )

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Though I am a very successful and appraised state ranker ( i have got no reservation , i am an OC student ) , my education once after  I entered mbbs course ( in aug 2003) has been discontinuous and had sorrow times  .. though discontinuous , the percentage i got in the subjects has been good to excellent ,, Does my chart suggest anything regarding this , is my education not bright after 2003/2004  .. )  . I failed to pass in 1st year  mbbs exams in aug 2004  ( even before my 1st girl entered into my life –which was in mid 2006 , she is a virgo ( aug 28 1983 , already engaged to someone even before I met her  , and seems she is 2 yrs older than me didn’t know abt this till recently) ,, and later in 2006 ( 2nd year ) had a with-held result for 3 months for accidentally carrying mobile on the last exam day , which later proved that I didn’t malpractice from that mobile - result is released and i got 74% ( topper of my class) with 83% in pathology ,,, and later in last year of mbbs  (2008 ) , I chose to not write final exams for 1 full year ( for reasons involving the first girl ) and in this time ,  joined in a hospital for job ( where my 2nd one ( 28 march 1984 , aries ,, she is single only when I met her )  entered --  in jan or feb 2009   …  during the job ( nov 2008 to may 2009 , I have earned relatively good amount of money ,, spent all the money , didn’t save it though ) I wrote the skipped final year  exam in sep 2009 , passed ,,, 1 year internship completed in  oct 2010 … after which I am preparing for PG entrance ( with a belief that the 2nd one , first ever girl I committed myself to ,  gets back to me and that we get married ) , but learnt on july 4th 2011 that she got married in 20th may 2011 ,,,, and since july 4 2011 , life is very depressing and horrible ,, not able to concentrate on studies … i am better now though , after grieving for these  3 or 4 months ,,, but I think I am feeling lonely inside , and waiting for someone to  enter into my life , yet again ,( but I hope that this will be permanent ) ,,,

and when this 3rd girl Mo    *   Mo .. F , june 6 1994 , 14 45 hrs ( + or - 5 min ) , ( No DST ) , Vijayawada , India
entered 4-5 months back ( oct 2011 ) , ,  our family moved into a new house , she is a neighbor ,, Ironically she used to call me as brother by default :(  initially  , as I am her passed-out senior from medical college , she is a to-be doctor too , joined her 1st year of mbbs in aug 2011  …. interestingly with this 3rd one ,  it first started  with a physical attraction on her and this one is very rich ( unlike the previous two girls  , where I liked them for their character and both of them are below-middle class  – I always believed  , that character is more important than materialistic money or physical attributes ) …  though it started with physical attraction , I refrained from it  ,, and since recently she is showing some extra closeness to me (  now a days  , she is calling me with name , and calling bro only  when elders are around  ) , I came to know abt her In these days and I like her heart and energy/cheerfulness  ,, so what I am thinking now is since I liked her and since now she is moving closely too ,,, can I advance uninhibitedly with her and see where time takes us ,, and as a bonus, with this girl , bcos of the fact that she is rich serves me the purpose of buying pg seat ( which costs around 60-70 lakhs , which me or my family cannot afford ) , if I couldn’t get rank in the come entrance exam in march 2012 ( owing to lack of concentration ) , bcos I have to get the PG rank/seat this time ( or the worst case by march 2013 ,, as I am getting too old for this ..... our pg entrance will be conducted 4 times before 2013 ,, march 2012 , may 2012 , nov 2012 , march 2013 )  , but  the fact that she is a Gemini  ( though I think that I can give her freedom with her social friends , and will be not possessive … I too am am fun loving , witty , like to go places like typical geminis,  )_and the fact that she is 9 years younger than me is bothering me ,, what wud u advice me ,,  

is this the one ? …   ( if so ,  I guess there will be very much struggle to convince their parents , owing to the big age difference between her and me )

Seems that a astrologer  told my parents ( while I was a infant ) that I have khuja dosham  ,,, and that I shud be marrying a girl with same khuja dosham ….  This girl has mars in 8th house too ,, like mine ... so are we compatiable in this regard of kuja dosham ??

Will that khuja dosha will be life long ?? or is it already over , and have nothing to worry about ?

Do i have a marriage at all in my chart .. If yes , At what age will i get married ? can i have a happy marriage ?




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I know that I can get that PG rank if I start reading ,, but , despite some attempts ,  I couldnot sustain concentration on reading past 4 months or so .. probably bcos my heart is yearning to get love  

Will I get my PG rank in 2012 ?  (  i dont have reservation ,, and i shud get below 50 rank to get the seat , which actually is  difficult , but not impossible )

( actually there are 3 different major pg exams in 2012 , march 2012 ( state wide entrance , tough , but not as much as nation wide entrances ) &  may 2012 , nov 2012 ( nation wide entrances , so more competetion , more difficult ) ... apart from these major , some other nation wide entrances ( difficult ) also are spread out through out the year )

or the worst case , will i get my PG rank atleast before march 2013 ( state wide entrance) ?

or should I stop education and join in some hospital for job , with just MBBS ,, and re-try pursuing pg after 1yr or 2yrs etc ., when my planets favour success in studies ., if there is any situation like this in my chart

and what abt my PG education in future ( cardiology is my first interest , i also like paediatrics ... if I take paediatrics , its 3 yrs course or if I take cardiology , its 7 yrs course ( 3yrs + another entrance to clear + 3yrs )… 2012 to 2019/2020 tentatively ) ,, will this period be favourable for me in education




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Will i fare well in my profession ?

Will I be financially successful ?


Any specific areas of health , where i need to take care/precautions
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If there are serious hardships in my future in the form of any doshas or bad planets in wrong houses etc , kindly give me suggestions , to minimize the struggle and for better life .





My relation with dad, mom and my only sibling ( elder brother ) , is 70 % ok , with occasional quarrels/conflicts … they are very supportive ..  despite some indifferences , we love one another very much , and cannot see us apart .


Thank u very much for reading all this ,

Eagerly awaiting your response,, desperately need some serious guidance , with the phase that’s going through now .


I am describing my past in brief down here in the 2nd post  ,,,, with a thought that this past events  may make the  chart reading better contemplating .

Besides , history taking is very much important in our profession to arrive at a correct diagnosis …. I assume that astrologers are no different than doctors  .

I will give the feedback promptly to the chart reader , and will provide any additional info required abt my past events .

And i will be very thankful to him/her/them , for helping me out and for their time .

I am describing my past in brief down here in the 2nd post  ,,,, with a thought that this past events  may make the  chart reading better contemplating .

Besides , history taking is very much important in our profession to arrive at a correct diagnosis …. I assume that astrologers are no different than doctors  .


Abt my past health :  

except for childhood asthma , Tonsillectomy in sep 1994 ( at 9yrs of my age ) , occasional small oral aphthous ulcers , and right now since nov 2011 , Right sciatica has started to show some symptoms and its annoying me . except from this I am pretty much healthy .

And one major life incident happened on 17 june 2009 ,, dont remember the exact time but between 7.30 pm to 9.30 pm , .. when i had attempted to end my life by injecting scoline ,, bcos when the 2nd girl ( only girl i ever committed to till now ) gets second thoughts on our love and asks me to forget her without giving any reason  ( but i later ( after 2 days of my attempt)  learned from her that her mom has changed her decision and not accepting us now , for which she asked me to forget it seems ) ...

i was seriously hurt and despaired by her .. and tried to end my life in the hospital i was working then ... there is 60 % chance that i get rescued as i was in hospital ,, but there is 40 % chance that i wud die on that day itself ... but still did it ..,

But that 40 % nearly happened , as i was completely paralysed and cud not breathe , bcos my respiratory muscles are also paralysed .... and the colleague doctor has gone out from the icu it seems for some work , so there is no one to rescue me .. i was almost been without breathing for 7 full minutes and every thing blacked out ....

seems that colleague doctor came just in time , and intubated and put me on to a ventilator .. only when i regained my consciousness ... if not for him i wud have gone by that day

i understand that i shudnt be doing like that ,, i am sorry but i am that much hurt that day


Abt my past education :

I have talent and memory … I fared very well with my education until 2002 or 2003  ( even without having any reservations , and being a oc student , i still got a free govt seat in mbbs )…. After which it has been discontinuous as explained above …… but despite the discontinuousness , I enjoyed the study in this mbbs course

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during may 2009 , while i was working in a hospital , the hospital's managing director used to be offensive/unjust/mean towards the staff ,, which i couldnot accept , and it continued for 2 months or so ,, and i got vexed , and initiated a movement among the staff against him , and we , staff , combinedly lodged a complaint and brought it to the notice of the founder of the hospital ( when he came for a monthly visit ) ----- and we succeded in transferring that MD , and got a new managing director in his place ,,,, and later  the founder of the hospital , himself , a renowned cardiologist , spoke addressing me -- this became the talk of the hospital for quite a while , and i was treated like a hero actually

( i guess that i shouldn't be ideally doing like that , bcos it has a potential risk that i cud have lost the job , if that movement were to be failed ,,, but luckily i emerged unscathed

i now am with a feeling that ,, i shud not repeat that in future jobs , if anyone act meanly/unjustly ....

rather , i think that i shud focus on - how correctly/sincerely i am doing my part and try not to get involved with such risks )  ... donno if this is a correct resolution or not , but for now i am thinking like this .

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Abt my past relations :

There was never any physical involvement , in the two relations I had … I always believed that its not correct  until marriage

I believe that these 2 girls are destined to me …. Bcos I never actively tried to make any girl fall in love with me ,,, and since that out of 50 other girls of my college / hospital ,, why did only these two got close to me ? –  so I thought they are destined to me .

But one thing common for all these three girls are that they are all in MBBS , like me ..

Both these relationships ,,, have not been a 100% smooth / happy ride …. With first one , I had suffered mentally very much ( though it has also my doings responsible for this ,, bcos of my dependence of her  , when she acutely avoided me ) …. With second one , I didn’t struggle mentally that much as first

The 1st  girl I liked seriously , is in mid 2006 , she is a virgo ( aug 28 1983 .. i dont know that she is engaged when i fell in love with her , but learnt abt it after a month or two .. I don’t know abt this age difference till recently) , she is my mbbs classmate  … after some 2 months or so we got along ,, but just abt when I wanted to express my love , she reveals that she got engaged to her family relation at her birth itself ( some still do that ! ) .. cursed my luck .. but despite restraining myself of not getting attached to her , and despite after major ( unintentional)  rifts ( which includes , her fiance himself forbiding her to talk to me ) ,,, she came back strongly to  me  for company and friendship ,, not longterm as she was already engaged  … so for 2 yrs ( 2006 to 2008 ) ,  our assosciation has seen extreme lows ( which has my immature actions responsible ) and very highs , until 2008 .. where she for unknown reason , avoids me , which I cudnot handle maturely , out of dependence …  I chose to not write final exams that year , and joined a hospital for job

I got well matured ,, I think …. I lost (atleast to my conscious mind ) 99%  of possessive ness trait and stubbornness trait , bcos of the friction and lessons I learned  from the first relation .

But I currently still have insecure feeling  inside me   ( say 20 % , as opposed to past 70% ) .. so , sometimes I try to express and want to get clarification/reassurance from the partner …. Which will be very annoying , I know , but I am trying out of it ,, I think I can control that   .

The 2nd girl ,, ( 28 march 1984 , aries ) … she joined the hospital I was working ,  in jan or feb 2009  …. She got impressed with me ( either bcos of my work/talent/character/wits ) at around May 15  2009 …. and she proposes to me May 31 2009  ,,, after some self-thinking , I thought there is no reason why to deny .. she is smart/funny/and a good heart .. and I got committed to her , i even went and talked to her mom , for which she (her mom ) accepted us …. Her family and her friends used to confuse her , citing my first relationship as a malice thing , she intermittently used to get confused , but still knows to her conscience that I am a good person ,,and she always used to restart talking saying that she cant imagine her life without me ,,, and one day ( 17 june 2009 ) she says me to forget her , as her mom is now denying our marriage , for unknown reason to me ... and i without thinking maturely  attempt to die , but somehow get alive .. after that incident , she comes and says to me that she was forced to say like that to me by her mom even though she loves me very much  , and swears that she wud never leave me ever .. few days pass , we are happy with each other  and she used to go on to even discuss abt our marriage and even abt our to-be children …. And like this it continued till october 20 2009 ,, and she ended explaining that its not likely to happen , as her mom is  denying again  … But I kept on believing that she will again realize our love and come back , like how it happened once or twice in these 5 months ( may to oct 2009) , and I waited waited waited  2 years  , She never came back or called .

Though I remained loyal for 2 years and never entered into relationship ( abstract or physical )  with anyother girl ,,,,   on, two or three occasions during this period , I got tempted to get physical with a colleague  in our hospital , but luckily , somehow it didn’t happen ...

I learned in july 4 2011 that she got married on May 21  2011 … and since july 4 2011 , life is very depressing and horrible ,, not able to concentrate on studies … i am relatively better now though after grieving for these  3 or 4 months

Interestingly , the first two girls I liked , share the same date of birthday as mine , 28 apr , 28 aug , 28 march ..  don’t know if there is a significance abt this

Despite the sorrows , I am happy that the previous two girls came into my life , for I had some most beautiful moments with them , I cherish those moments .

Listening to music helps me when I am depressed.



What i know abt Mo :

she seems to be a typical gemini , wandering all over the place , and wandering in thoughts , seems to take things peripherally/mechanically ( exact opposite to me .. where i percieve each and every thing heartfully ,, yet some how i still like her ,,, probably bcos of her ) ,, energy and cheerfulness

while this is how she is most of the times , if ever i get disappointed with her and stop talking to her ,,, she seeks her fault , and will try not to repeat like that again --- for this attitude of her , i like her even more  

but its just 2-3 months since i seen her ,,,, so may be this attitude of her is just a temporary one and may later dont bother abt these things -- this is a possibility i cannot deny ,,, but i believe that she will sustain this attitude forever , be it with me or anyone else

whatever it is ,, after my experience with the first girl , i usually prefer to see what i have done to the opposite girl and how much correct i am .... and i try to not expect anything from the opposite girl .. ( No complaints , No demands )

she told me that , in july or aug 2010 , she had major mental struggle and even goes to the extent of attempting suicides ( whether these attempts are for real or to intimidate her parents , i dont know ) .. she was forced to a psychiatric hospital for treatment by her parents ( admitted in hosp for 1 week , and later continued medication at home for 3/4 months )  .... she says - reason for all this struggle started when her parents started showing discrimination towards her and her elder sister ( born in jan 31 1993 at 14 30 hrs , vijayawada india ) ,  so to change her parents attitude , she did like this - she claims .... but later after 4 months or so , she realized it seems that it wud be less miserable and better for her , if she dont give significance to how others are behaving towards her ... but in due course , seems her parents also conducted normally , and thus she was somewhat accepting and talking to her parents normally ,,, and since 4-5 months , after i entered as their neighbor , i used to tell how we shud perceive life and how to handle it maturely etc etc ,, there is a marked change in her it seems , and seems she is accepting her parents more , and loving them and respecting them it seems ,,, her parents told me this . so she is better of-late .

and oh yes , she said during the starting days that she love some boy of her class , but she is not bringing that topic of-late , and whenever i tried to talk abt it ( in an attempt to know , if she is really in love with him ) , she is skipping and diverting that topic .



Thanks for reading . Eagerly awaiting advice & help .



main current problem of mine

My heart wants to love and be loved  ... yes i acknowledge that my mom , dad , elder brother and 2 very close friends are there who show unconditional love on me ... but still my heart yearns for a special person ( in the form a life partner )

Now , i like this girl "Mo" very much , since the last 3, 4 months .. and she is showing signs of liking me too ...

so usually , i wud have acted uninhibitedly , and wud have committed to her after some time , when i am certain that i absolutely love her and if she loves me too

but problem is i am hesitating to move uninhibitedly , bcos of the fear " what if , my relationship with this girl also end up like the previous girl "

so i started thinking for some reasons y my previous girl had to leave me , despite the fact that we both loved each other very much , and even her mom accepted initially ,,, but we didnt end up with each other ( which is how we dreamt our lives when we were in love )

I know for a fact that mine or her egos or immaturity or something on our part is not the reason for our separation . And i recalled later that her mom has asked me once abt my birth time ,, then i realized that may be they have asked some astrologer to look up my horo

so i just got curious abt my jathaka/horo and wanted to know abt it .. and i came to know that the kuja dosha i have is considered to be a bad thing abt marriage , so may be thats y her mom denied


So i thought may be then lets not think abt love and all , lets concentrate on pg entrance ...  Even after few sincere attempts my heart is yearning and preferring to have someone special for it .

And then , happened to get acquainted to this girl " Mo " since the last 5 months or so .. i like her very very much for her heart and her energy/cheerful attitude

but i am worried if our match is compatiable ( as i learnt recently that , horoscope incompatible relationships wont survive long ) ...

Also worried --  kuja in 8th house in my chart -- is it active or is it cancelled ,, and if its there how much points ( Dr.BV Raman ) ... and can u pls tell if i have a successful marriage in my chart .. if yes what might be the age i get married

Boy... That was big message. I am not good @ disecting past stories and tell why it happened.  

as per date provided horo as provided by JHora sw: Moon in Cancer, Mars in taurus, Sun and Rahu in Aries, KEtu in libra with Asc (as per 18:00) in chitra star. venus and mercury in pisces. jupiter in capri. You are running thru Venus Period from 2007 and will end in 2027. Excellent period to be in medical (white dress ) profession. You will do well if you chose women related subject like gyno, maternity. I see more growth in doctor profession and you will do well.

about love, my friend since u r introvert ( as u said) u will fall in love easily and feel pain later as u adjust too much to other sex, they will take u for granted and take for ride. u dont need to adjust for them, u shud make them to adjust for u , fall for u. You have good charisma utilize it.

what u shud do in future:
use the lesson learnt to become love guru . KEep control on urself.
concentrate on medical profession. Gain more name and do well. please help needy people as you jupiter is weak. you need to help old people.

pray Lord Durga daily "Ohm sri durgaye namaha". Since Rahu represents friends circle u will need to chose friends carefully as u tend to chose wrong people for friendship ( its not ur fault) end up getting cheated. Hence sugest praying Lord sharavana daily "ohm sharavana bhavaya namaha". Once in year visit Shabarimala.

all in all i suggest forget failures, learn from the past and move forward positively. Dont think hour glass is empty rather think as opportunity to fill it with your hard work. All the best

since jupiter is weak in 7th house , wear yellow saphire in right hand pointing finger. You need to keep in mind that u shud avoid non veg and take ring out during taking bath so that soap is not touched to ring. Pray daily Gayathri manthram.

^ first of all , thank u astro_scholr for ur advice and time .Thank u from the bottom of my heart

will try to chant the mantras u advised

usually in india , more so in AP , almost no boy will choose obstretrics/gynaecology in PG ... even keeping aside that i have zero interest in that branch . so i am not inclined even if my chart says that i do well in that , bcos as u may also acknowledge that , interest/love on what we do is what matters in the first place
personally i like cardiology ( 3yrs + another entrance + 3 yrs ) and paediatrics ( 3yrs pg course )

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Now to the main current problem of mine

My heart wants to love and be loved  ... yes i acknowledge that my mom , dad , elder brother and 2 very close friends are there who show unconditional love on me ... but still my heart yearns for a special person ( in the form a life partner )

Now , i like this girl "Mo" very much , since the last 3, 4 months .. and she is showing signs of liking me too ...

so usually , i wud have acted uninhibitedly , and wud have committed to her after some time , when i am certain that i absolutely love her and if she loves me too

but problem is i am hesitating to move uninhibitedly , bcos of the fear " what if , my relationship with this girl also end up like the previous girl "

so i started thinking for some reasons y my previous girl had to leave me , despite the fact that we both loved each other very much , and even her mom accepted initially ,,, but we didnt end up with each other ( which is how we dreamt our lives when we were in love )

I know for a fact that mine or her egos or immaturity or something on our part is not the reason for our separation . And i recalled later that her mom has asked me once abt my birth time ,, then i realized that may be they have asked some astrologer to look up my horo

so i just got curious abt my jathaka/horo and wanted to know abt it .. and i came to know that the kuja dosha i have is considered to be a bad thing abt marriage , so may be thats y her mom denied


So i thought may be then lets not think abt love and all , lets concentrate on pg entrance ...  Even after few sincere attempts my heart is yearning and preferring to have someone special for it .

And then , happened to get acquainted to this girl " Mo " since the last 5 months or so .. i like her very very much for her heart and her energy/cheerful attitude

but i am worried if our match is compatiable ( as i learnt recently that , horoscope incompatible relationships wont survive long ) ...

so can u pls tell me  , if our horos match ( basing on asht-koot , other kutas which are not given scores in asht-koot , upapada , Papasamya , Dasa-Sandhi ) . bcos i dont want another love failure .. and also i want a happy and loving marriage ... is that possible with this girl as per astro

Also

can u pls telll me , kuja dosha in 8th house in my chart -- is it active or is it cancelled ,, and if its there how much points ( as per Dr.BV Raman ) ... and can u pls tell if i have a successful marriage in my chart .. if yes what might be the age i get married


Actually

• My concept of love or marriage has always been this .. “ if it shud happen ,it suhd happen by itself - spontaneously , not planned or arranged and if it shud happen , it shud  happen for pure abstract reasons “ .. So till now I always used to consider committing to such girl , whom I meet incidentally and to whom my heart dies for .  
• I dont exactly know y  , but I usually dont      get impressed with or like/love      most of the girls I met ( almost none ). Infact ( not simultaneously ofcourse , but when previous relationship ended/got over ) till now (of some , say 50 or odd girls I met spontaneously , be at college or at hospitals or elsewhere )  I only liked 2 girls in a special way and now this new girl "Mo"
• since i like very very few girls in general , I always had this feeling that , if i loose this girl now , there is a  chance of not meeting another girl again ever , who is to my heart's liking .
• And besides , unless there is some problem ( like for eg. if our horoscopes dont match to the highest degree  etc ) why shud i not proceed with her uninhibitedly and see where time takes us , ( if i love her and if she loves me too , we get married ) what harm will it cause .... this is how i feel to myself . i believe that even if i get my pg seat by saving time by not getting involved with her and using that time to study .. i personally will regret it later ,, bcos, though i want both equally , but if i have to chose --  to me people and love ( when it happens by itself  ) are first priority than study/career/money . ( this opinion of mine is more strengthened now bcos of the security that , even without PG and with just my mbbs degree , i can make a decent living )

Y shud i have to lose her to study , y not both ... even though there can be some delay in the result of study with this method .... i can accept that delay .

I do understand ur interest in cardiology or paediatrics. Since u are running venus period and is strong in your chart, i sugested for women related course. during venus period if u take venus related professions due to luck u will do well...till 20127 u can not avoid getting away from women they will come like Axe effect..so dont worry that u will not get girl for ur liking.. wait for another 5 years before making concrete decision about marriage and family.. till them concentrate in ur profession.

about girls "ma, me, mo," dont trust them they r not trustworthy...

i agree my friend that love happens..u dont know when heart falls for someone...u really dont knw y heart beats for some person...but u need to control...bcs heart is rascal...