i did not give you astro prediction because you are into negative frame of mind.. you have got into ur own web of fear, disbelief, ...

you need counseling than astro reading.. force to come out of problem is within you.. you need to have self realisation .. pls meditate more often..

astro readings @ this moment dont help

i wonder how you can judge people, are you qualified to judge mental health of people ? And why are you playing this game? Plus even if you have any of your values clashed by my request, you can simply ignore it and you don't need to play such mean blackmail, give reading if the request match your values, it's like a doctor who refuse giving a proper healing because patient doesn't match his taste, or because he don't like his patient...

Georges palante is a reknown sociologist who are totally and delibarately refusing any social commitment to exalt his uniqueness and refuted all durkheim's work successfully, he was considered sick but he was successful and today very liked,praised and his reputation magnified by many contemporaries authors like Michel Onfray...Thomas carlyle was a very secluded man who live in Craigenputtock, couldn't endure noise and people, this man is maybe today the greatest writer and historian that mankind had...etc...


you are giving your help towards a grid choosing your way of helping me and i appreciated as i said but when i saw how you react from my description lines, i don't need your life-lottery grid and virgo stupid tricks...ia magoing to do like i used to do learn by myself and did by myself. I am so sick to face lack substance people...i came here to have a reading because it's A READING FORUM and nothing can emerge when intellectual emptiness is ubiquitous.

i know i have jupiter in pushya nakshatras or something like this and i am gifted no MATTER what people can say!

Agree to what you said, you have had a lot of misfortunes, but what you are good at, is lectures, communications, spiritual lectures. Did you ever try that path ?

Your chart shows that you are a good teacher. If things does not go well, we should do what we are good at.. That way, you will achieve two things

1) You deviate your mind away from failures
2) You get a satisfaction about what you are doing.

hello ratchetandclank,

thank you for your insights, i have try to become a librarian but i fail at the exam and i think if i am good at everything around book there is a lot of energy too in my chart that makes me an action man too. So i worked as a repiratory technician during 4 years but it's a very very physical job and you need a lot of patience, i gave too much on myself ingnoring my needs and i made two burnout...so i have to look now for a job that suits me better particularly less physical and testing about my own health!

i just tell you that 2 burnout is very damaging for the body and the mind, i couldn't rebirth from a third one surely...and yet you know just one little part of ordeals i have had last 8 years...

i love to read indeed and especially everything philosophical and spiritual, i love Swedenborg, Edward Von Hartmann, Thomas Carlyle, Leon bloy, Mircea Eliade, all XIXth russian writers especially Fedor Sologoub.

i see that i am in mars maha dasa and i will enter in venus sub period end of october, i wish things run better for me !

when i asked here a reading, actually i just want to know a date with transits, progression or don't know what that show a new start with some hope and a finish cycle of my gloomy past, i have big hope big faith and all my energy is still going to people or projects that sounds promising at start and then reveals totally alienating and destructive. REspiratory technician was a good career with many layers and possible evolution but it's like environment around me and in me is flaking, some destructive force at work, people firstly nice then evil, work condition good then geting worse and worse. Comparatively to this awful period 2003-2011, my life before 2003 was very very awesome, nothing to complain, but it's above all the joy flowing into myself that was the more enjoyable thing i remember and since 2003 after the separation with my ex girlfriend, i have lost this joy that was a part of myself. So in western astrology i have had in my solar return sr mercury square sr mars conjunct chiron falling in the sr 5th house. The wound from a younger person.ANd after the separation, she decided to break up the relationship suddenly, i have had the feeling that this person doesn't want me to be happy, today after all this time i see this women like someone who wanted to take my virility. The lessons have been that i must admit i didn't choose the right person for me in my life, in the same time i don't like to sound deeply someone to know if he is going to backstab at one moment or another, i don't want to live with those fear but i have to protect myself too...