| deevee wrote: |
I am writing in to seek your guidance with regard to some important questions in my life. Recurring loss, seems to define my life.
I have been putting up a very brave fight till date, all my life. And what kept me going? Well, I always believed our Karma influences our Kismet and one day, my GOOD karma will change things for good. But, now with the current slew of disappointments, I feel that's just not the case. I feel very disillusioned with the way the world operates. I am losing hope, as I see no moment of respite.
I really don't know, what is it that is disturbing every aspect of my life, personal & professional, despite sincere and honest attempts. A very loving, complete & seemingly perfect relationship of 5 long years came to an end abruptly. I am very restless & I would really be very thankful, if any of you can throw some light on my life, on my future - both in terms of career & marriage, and why am I suffering for doing no wrong???
My birth details are as follows,
Name: Divya
Place: Ahmedabad
DOB: 28 / 02 / 1979
Time of birth: 7:16 AM
Place of birth: Ahmedabad, Gujarat, India
Hope this helps. Thank you already!
Regards. |
Hi Deevee,
Your sani affecting the 7th. house with Rahu, also aspecting the lagna brings disappointments in marital/marital like relations.
More so, Sani being retrograde as atmakaraka keeps your inner self very lonely.
In your material or day to day mundane life you will not be lonely as you will keep yourself busy or be kept busy
But still you feel very lonely even in crouds; and will continue being so.
So accept this to be your inner self and develop within it.
You have a very quick thinking mind, and your speech has to keep up to the mental speed, which makes it difficult for others to understand you well.
For the above and other reasons, your mercury vimshottari dasa started 1996 just cannot be tolerated by the Inside You, and you are just not able to take it (pls not that mercury's debilitation is not good, and it is cancelled too; but this is not the reason why you are just hating it).
You have wait for it to be over in 2013; as till then the you will find it difficult.
It being darakaraka and in Upapada lagna is frustrating your personal life results.
But this Mercury Vimshottari dasa has something positive. This period 1996 to 2013 will have internal development being in the sub nakshatra of an upachaya in lagna.
By 2013 you will learn to deal to deal with relationships.
Also till 1996 your internal beliefs were affected.
Going to to your more recent past, your plan/venture planned from end 2004/early 2005......amended in some way from 2006... met with frustration by Sept/Oct 2010.
Even some good begining in 2007 got frustrated.
The relation was never too good from her side, if you are frank with yourself; and you were living in a fools paradise.
2011 makes you more lonely. So my advise for you is not to be fickle minded about life, but only concentrate in your career related activities, and not emotional relationships/matters... and you will start getting results slowly. Emotional matters in 2011= a big No No.
Watch out for any relation problems starting around March and before May 2011.
For your emotional life.. just use this year for staying lonely and you will find yourself getting inner strength by the end 2011.
Also you will find your career developing like it was doing from 2007!!
2012 makes you come out of the loneliness and start gaining ground.
You may post your left and right hand palm photo in the palm reading forum by making a new post with a reminder to me, for a firmer analysis:=
RishiRahul
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