Hi rishira ji,
Are you married ?

or this is something mentioned by you by someonea dn u carrying it..I dont think so anything like that shud be cuming at this stage of life when u r just 22.
I m saying this coz starting life/relationship with sucha negativity is something i will not recommend.
I dont think so anything realted to relationship is so bad.... though problems are there but not to limit of separation and please dont carry this in your mind till u hav problem in marriage coz even it wont be there ur attitude may coz it ..
Regards,
Raman