I did have that mindset before I started having so many health issues. Over the past year and half, I've been suffering from many health issues continuously, and because of that, my progress in college has been poor. I had to drop a class or get an incomplete to finish it later.
Now, the college thinks I can't handle my major and wants me to drop college or that major. I really want a degree in this major, but they already think that there's no way I can handle it. As a punishment for being sick too many times, I will no longer be able to drop classes or get an incomplete regardless of how sick I am. They think I'm just making excuses.
So, I need to know how bad my health will be. Right now, I feel as if I'm losing my life. My studies and career mean the most to me, and even though my major isn't directly what I want to do, I still want to major in it because I believe it'll be useful in the future.
Also, I want to know about marriage because my parents keep bringing it up so many times. And I just want to know when I'll get married so that I know my parents won't blackmail me with my college tuition and how I'll get married - like will he be Indian or will the person be my choice or will it be a love marriage?
I'm more concerned about my studies, but I do want to know about the marriage info for a peace of mind. I do believe in God and just keep working, but sometimes, I'm worried that maybe, God also thinks I did mistakes and deserved to be punished. And so, God let go of my hand since everybody else doesn't seem to believe in me either.
Thanks for willing to help.
