Hi msbejeweled,

Your chart has some difficult portents which are very disturbing for home life. Moon and Saturn in marankaraka sthana, Rahu in the 8th house, debilitated Mars giving a feeling of ‘never settling down in life and career’.

More so Moon is in mrityubhaga and marankaraka sthana together conjunct Rahu makes you tremendously indecisive and the mind is quite disturbingly out of control.
1989 onwards has been very disturbing for you in this respect in short.

Since we talking of marital life there have been a feeling of getting cheated in opposite sex type/marital relations/partnerships all along.  When one gets cheated one feels cheated.The spouses as per your yardsticks happened to be lacking in perfection as spouses. A lesson you need to learn through the years is to learn to tolerate others way of thinking/actions and forget its sting, and you are known for your stings towards them; though you are known to have much wisdom in others eyes.

2002/3 onwards gave you new directions/plans which are leading you to your present way.

2005 started gave you a need to leave your past shackles behind.. but it should be done in a decent, balanced way.

RishiRahul

Thank you for the reading.
I need to study it and research some of the terms
as I am not familiar with them.  I can see a pattern in
my life that corresponds with the dates you gave me.
This is a very interesting reading.
Thank you again.
Love and Light to you.