Greetings beloved gurus and the mysticboard family. I am hopeful that someone here will find it in their hearts to respond to me since I am going through such a difficult time. I strongly believe that my suffering will come to an end soon, but I need to ask when. I'm already embarrased to talk about this, so I ask that noone chastise me.

I have realized that I have a big problem with witchcraft. I know that some of you will say that witchcraft is merely an illusion attached to the physical plane and that once you align yourself with the ultimate source of creation and light it can not exist. Yes I get it. I've processed it. I've attempted to practice it, but I am still taking a beating.

I see the dead and I see the withcraft. When I walk into a room of a person who has passed away, I can instantly know how they died. I hate it. Some say its a gift. Some think its a curse. Some think its a hoax. I don't know where I stand on the issue anymore. All I know is that bad people have been trying to hurt me. I know who has been trying to destroy my life and I know why. I've even learned the karmic issues involved.

For those who will insist that witchcraft isn't a factor, fine. Just deal with this instead.  I am very sick, I have never had a job, I've never been married and I'm 30 years old.  I got sick about six years ago and I have stayed very sick and very unlucky. The doctors always find the abnormalities in my body, but they can't explain them. I have been hospitalized, I have gone blind. The doctors have diagnosed me with all kinds of hideous diseases, and then will have to retract them. This retraction will usually come after I have cleansed my energy of negativity or evil.


I say my mantras everyday and I have done pujas and remedies. I try to maintain high vibrations and I pray a lot.  I would like someone to tell me when the troubles and sickness is going to end. I very much want to live a normal life. I want to be married and have a house and children. I have written books that need to be published. I want to be a productive member of society. I no longer want to be a burden to my parents.

I know that I will be entering Ketu in October and I am afraid of what to expect. Will there be more troubles?

Can someone please look at my chart and give me some guidance. Is anything good every going to happen for me?


March 1, 1978
9:18 am
Miami Beach, Florida
Female

Peace and Blessings to you all.

Get the book "You Can Heal Your Life" by Louise Hay.  Read this book.  See if it makes some sense to you.
We create every so called "illness" in our body.  The thoughts we think and the words we speak create our experiences.  What we think, we create.
Lots of Love and Light to You.