Hi, my name is Madeline, I was born January 23, 1988 at 6:22 PM in Princeton, NJ.

I suppose I'm most pressed about some health issues I've been experiencing, not sure whether they're related or not.  A little over a month and a half ago, I was struck with Bell's Palsy [half facial-paralysis] and was given the standard procedure for treatment [a steroid and anti-viral within the first week, for two weeks] though the cause is unknown, and in my case was most likely not caused by anything physical per se...While examined by some intuitive friends of mine, they came across what they termed an "astral crowbar" in my head, and immediately removed it and have since performed several healings on me.  It is improving, I'm starting to regain control over these muscles of expression.  I feel that my face will return to its usual symmetry.  In conjunction with this, however, I've a amenorrhea [stopped menstruation] since March, though I have tested negative for pregnancy.  Perhaps this is also a metaphysical cause, maybe just excessive emotional stress?

Though I haven't felt as though I'm stressed enough to manifest all this, I recognize that I have been under multiple varied pressures recently, all conglomerated under the terribly long [since November] experiences of my very first happening of some precognitive dreams I had a couple years back [I know, crazy...it's been an indescribable trip!]  The stopped period happened around the time or just before I broke off the intimate relationship I briefly had with a man whom I believed I was going to marry because that's what I had said in my dream, and for good reason...in the beginning of the incredible psychic phenomena I was experiencing I was just looking for a teacher, someone to guide me in developing my abilities, however it soon turned into a quest for my soulmate [funny that].  Anywho, I don't believe this man is my soulmate as he doesn't hold my desire or the necessary compatibility traits, though I've accepted the worth of having the relationship under the conditions and appreciate its lessons.  Right before the Bell's Palsy hit, we [my family] were entertaining two of my sister's friends from Ireland, one [Chris] that I was incredibly attracted to though experienced much tension in the beginning as I repressed my sexual desires under the circumstances...I feared getting too close, though we later did exchange some intimate conversation.  I also found out his birth details if you could indulge me with any insight on our relationship, because I feel it may shed light on the situation. They are: November 21, 1986 at 22:33 in Enniskillen, Northern Ireland.

Aside from those issues, I've been getting more in touch with my guides and inner self, and feeling on the way to identifying and solidifying my dreams.  I spent a year and a half at a University, bouncing around trying different curriculum and in an atmosphere that was overall unsuitable to my education as I envisioned it.  I withdrew as my coursework was piling up and as the precognitive visions came upon me.  I should let you in on a little more background about this time-defying experience...Prior to it happening, I'd recently made contact with an ex of mine [Bryan, March 14, 1987 at 1:00 am in San Antonio, TX] who I hadn't spoken to in like 2 years because he had shut me off.  I have a history of intense, dramatic and certainly karmic love affairs, and that relationship was particularly so.  The first day I looked into his eyes, I felt a mingling of fear and deep emotions and knew I was in for a wild ride.  Anyway, I had suffered under a lot of emotional tensions and sexual trauma in that relationship, but loved him all the same [still do, in a way] uhm and it obviously wasn't always a happy picnic for him either...I ended up saying enough is enough, and he was heartbroken...came to me maybe a week or so after with a proposal to start again, and after thinking about it a little [and perhaps not quite as thoroughly as I should've] I agreed to it, and we lasted maybe a few weeks under that clandestine relationship and then broke off violently and he basically made an attempt to delete me from his life.  He ended up writing a lot of lovely music, I resolved some of the issues and threw most of the sexual trauma under a rug and went on, at times rather recklessly and promiscuously.  I eventually started another relationship with a boy named Michael, that I was a little reluctant to be committed but eventually gave into as I hoped he would act as a stabilizing force, which he was a bit.  We were together about 14 months, and by the end, in October, I had lost myself so badly that I needed to cut myself off from depending on that relationship and get to focusing on myself.  He understood, and we're still great friends.  So I wrote Bryan an email shortly after that sort of as an apology and hope for reparation.  He took to it very well, and I was pleased to know he was willing and glad to speak with me again.  I felt like a huge burden was already lifted off my shoulders.  We had a few convos on AIM and I spoke to him once on the phone...we had correspondence for less than a week I think when I was talking to his screenname online [his girlfriend was really at his computer] when she blew her top and was all paranoid b/c she felt she was seeing less of him and wanted to know if he had been with me and blah blah whatever; she thought it was best that he didn't speak with me anymore so I respected her wishes and their relationship.  But I felt something fishy, felt things going on, things I couldn't explain why I felt, I just knew them...I had to question if I was going crazy, and I really was off and emotionally blown after this...I ended up breaking down around the holidays as my father screamed that maybe he should put me in a mental hospital [which he later apologized for...but mental health is an issue in my family, my mom's diagnosed and treated for bipolar disorder] anyways he eventually broke up with Leah [as I felt would happen for all these reasons] and we got in touch again.  I met with him once this summer where I still felt unconscious blocks in motion and odd tensions...but anyway why all this background?  Well, I suppose I think it vital info of my love life and emotional complications...Right now I have already worked through many of the major obstructions and am mindful everyday to the subconscious patterns and I feel ready to welcome love back into my life, once and for all.  I do it every moment I remember it, and have felt for sometime that my love is on the horizon, and quite possibly 'the one'.  So if you could tell me whatever you can about what my chart displays in this sector that would be much appreciated.

Finally, the career thing.  As I'm at a critical age to choose a path that will have significant impact on the rest of my life, I finally feel  as though I've narrowed it down.  What I really missed while I was unhappy at University was my creative endeavors, my artistic sense, my musical abilities.  I even had a brief affair with an artist [a Scorpio like Chris] I met while auditioning for a musical which catapulted me into all the times remembered from my dreams.  Anywho, a lot of this experience has not only been to rid me of the impure things I've allowed into my life and a rebirth transformation, but much focused on issues of the throat chakra, which I believe holds the apex of my talents.  I would like to know if you think [according to my chart] I could make a living at the creative arts.  How would I fair, and what art do you think I'm most suited to pursue?  

I thank you so much for your time and consideration into these matters.  I hope all that I wrote didn't seem entirely superfluous, I felt some background was needed to guide you into my current status; I hope reading about some of my personal details was enjoyed and that you feel like you know me at least a little bit.  If I'm fortunate, you'll be able to give me even more insight on the enigma that makes up my person and the events and people surrounding me. :]

Love, Light, and Many Blessings!