It may have been conferred by someone else, Rishi_ji but YOU are the executive now and must decide what to do! Your CALL!
It has been quite an experiment and experience and MA helped me focus!
She watched 'dada' (after all She brought him into this world, did She not...?) and made it possible for him to share without any expectations about the returns...!
The planet in the house of loss is very important! It must be understood from several perspectives, though, such as lordship, intrinsic nature (naisargika) and chara perspective. All we can do is leave little notes and HOPE and PRAY that our siblings read and understand those. While we keep walking, for we have our own path to follow too.
Rest remains in the kara-kamalas of MA who as all other mothers, knows the best! After all, it was my mother who handed me that yellow book and launched me on this long path of divination and understanding. I had to request her though to buy that book for me. I had no money being a tiny boy. She did!
Love, Lux, Serendipity,