Heyyy, how wierd is that I was just reading your post over on the Psychic Readings Forum, lol. What made you post here then I wonder?
Sounds like a lot is going on with you so let's see as if we can make some sense and since we are in Tarot Land I will choose a deck to see what the cards say for you
First from the Pamela Colman Smith deck, in a simple story spread we have The Emperor, a tough old man that is looking fiercely at where you are right now. He is strict and detemined and very dominating too. I am wondering if there is a strong over riding force that is making you feel stuck? Almost as if others expect more from you? Next we have the King of Pentacles, another strong male but this one is very clever and successful and quite kind and gentle, almost as if he is the twin of the Emperor and showing us the good side of the character. Putting the two together there is a dominance of energy but that energy is standing still, held back by dogma and fear.
What you need is to find renewed confidence in yourself and put all those little niggling worries behind you. There is no need to feel stuck anymore, all you need is to find a little chink in the brick wall you feel you are facing and then as you get a glimpse of where you should be going you will find enough energy to move forwards and to enjoy the ride. Be a little wary of anyone that tries to put you in your place, or usher you on before you are ready, that is not necessary so do what you feel is right in that situation.
The person you are thinking on, may be thinking on you too? Sometimes we just link in sub-consciously, othertimes it is just serendipity. Sometimes out of the clouds we get a gift from nowhere and it is up to us to do something or to do nothing. Just like the Ace of Pentacles actually which is your next card. This following on from the King of Pentacles may also be indicating that finances may be a factor here as the suit of Pentacles is all about money and material goods and wealth. Perhaps support from a family member.
Strength is the next card and the second Major Arcana here, being gentle and kind rather than forceful and feared, sometimes we fare better if we do the simple rather than the obvious, instead of approaching with a stick usse a carrot , or instead of a harsh word use a gentle praise and the end result will be that much easier. And, the end result card here is the 4 of Wands, a happy successful card showing a solid foundation for any relationship or business.
So lots of little indications there that you are not stuck but may perceive it that way and that using the right approach you should get what you want
