Thank you Ceders! I have been unable to read this until now.

You are correct on the finances. This has been a HUGE burden that has been going nowhere. Although if I looked back 5 years ago, I am still in the same boat, so this financial stuff has been sitting on my shoulders for a long time, however, my reaction to it does indeed come and go. Sometimes I let this get to me so much, but other times I am able to shake it off and say "it is what it is, and we will make it work"....

If I may, I would  like to report on the cards. Since it has been almost a month now, I'd like to reflect on what you have read for me.

You now: Nine of Wands.

I am very much in a defensive mode. I feel the steps that I have taken have been hard earned and I am protecting myself and my kids. I'm just not sure if I want to continue this journey or start another, different one.

Positive Influences around you that you could use to your advantage or those you could work with:
Six of Swords. Knight of Cups.

My husband and I have decided it is best to part ways. This has been a long time coming, at least for me. This could possibly be the journey you are talking about. I'm just not sure if I can go through with it or not. There is too much on my mind about this, and I get sick to my stomach just thinking of what tomorrow is going to throw on my plate.

Blockages or negative influences that you need to face or be aware of:
Three of Swords.  Five of Swords.

This is the very core of my marriage situation. But i think the cards can be read both ways.... either I move forward with the divorce and start anew with my kids, or I just let go of past anger and resentment and try to work on fixing my marriage. I'm not sure which one it is. I have prayed for some insight, or rather a glimpse of hope that if I leave, my girls and I will be okay. You see, I have never lived on my own. I was married at a young age, and moved from my parents house to my husbands house. I do not have a college degree, nor skills to get a good paying job. I do not have good credit, hence the financial difficulties. My parents house is full, and I have no other family nearby to go to. I am worried about how I can provide for my kids, where we can live, etc.... which leads us to the next card...

Message from the Tarot: Temperance.

I love this card as well! I am a very analytical person, so looking at the good and the bad is second nature to me! I need to weigh my options and examine both of them. It appears I have some homework to do. I just hope that I have the time allowed to complete this. It is not going to be a one day assignment, and living day to day with someone that I do not connect with, and one who is angry at me as well, is very difficult to live with.

Outcome: Queen of Wands.

I hope that I am on the way of become one myself. But I must heal first, in order to start. I am an Aquarius, which is a water sign, I believe, so maybe this is someone coming into my life to help me along the way? Either way, it is a great ending card...

Thank you Cedars for taking the time to not only give me a reading, but to check up on updates. I apologize for taking a long time to get back to you. I'm sure I will be around asking questions and guidance en route to my destination. Thank you again!

I am sorry to hear about your impending separation from your husband but, surely, if goes ahead, then your husband will have his financial duties towards you and the children.....Doesn't it work that way in the U.S.?

If this separation is for your highest good, I wish you all the very best and for your children as well.

Please let us know how things work out for you, for I know things dont remain the same.

Many blessings to you and thank you for your feedback.

Hi Cedars,i logged in after over a month,and as always its you trying to help everyone here.Really appreciate it.

@californiagirl...My prayers are with you

Thank you Mindlake. That is very generous of you to say so.
When I can, I try

Blessings to you and to our friend Cali4niagirlz.