going through a bad time, my marriage is falling a part, no, job, don't know what to do

if you can please read for me l would apriciate.

silvia

l am a bit lost, confused and depressed, nothing l try to do seams to work, l am a seamstress, a cake decorator, and as much ads l put out still no jobs, and because of that i get depressed, thought about getting a job, but cannot afford day care, bla, bla, bla.

need some insight, like they say in my country a light at the end of the tunnel, if there is one.

silvia

Here's your reading. It's overly positive. It asks you to open up your heart to others. I used the Celtic Spread with the Thoth Deck. I hope it helps.

1 Present: Sorrow 3 of Swords
2 Immediate Challenge: III The Empress
3 Distance Past: 3 of Cups Abundance
4 Recent Past: 4 of wands Completion
5 Best Outcome: Queen of Cups
6 Immediate Future: 0 The Fool
7 Factors Affecting Situation: 5 of Wands Strife
8 External Influences: 4 of Disks Power
9 Hopes and Fears: Art/Trumps Reversed
10 Final Outcome: 4 of cups Luxury

Your reading seems to present a situation which you will successfully overcome with hard work. In the present you are feeling sorrow 3 of swords represents quarelling, but if you open your heart up to new ideas you will find all that you truly desire. The Empress is a sign of good fortune, but also presents the challenge of overcoming idleness. The distant past shows that you had a very rich lifestyle, with merriment, drinking, hospitality, and new clothes. Your recent past completion-- settlement, arrangement, graceful perfection of things built up through hard work or labor.

The best outcome: coming into a better understanding of who you are--Queen of Cups is a good natured, poetic, and kind person underneath a dreamy appearance. Immediate Future The Fool, a new idea springing from innocence and joyful imagination. External influences are commercial transactions, working up a constructive force aka Power.. Hopes and fears: Art, success after working hard on something. There is definitely a theme I am seeing, of working hard being modest and hoping to reap results. The final result is receiving kindness and pleasure from others, yet in luxury you may also feel some discomfort. Imperfect Happiness.