Hello Everyone,

I would really appreciate it if someone could give me a tarot reading. My queries are on the direction of my career and love life. My father passed away 2 weeks ago and I had been helping to care for him over the past 2 years.

I now have some decisions to make regarding my future (around next steps with my career and whether love is going to blossom for me)....maybe you can help me to make the right desisions by providing some guidance from the cards?

I look forward to hearing from you.

Blessings to you,
Chickpea1979

I missed this post,  but I am so sorry for your loss, I hope you are coping well and finding a little more time for yourself now. Its been a long time since your request so if you still would like a reading then please just let us know.

I am also sorry to here about your father! I will do a meditative spread for you I pulled 12 cards 1st tier are the energies/thoughts/actions behind you using the shamans tarot (foundation for what brought you here)
2nd tier is the energies/thoughts/actions present 3rd tier is the energies/thoughts/actions ahead of you! 4 tier is the message or something needed to be known! here goes
1st tier: 2 of drums(pentacles),10 of stones(cups), 9 of bones(swords)
you have been wanting to change for awhile, you have started to meditate when th stress was getting too much(fro going outside and beng with nature, to walking but still something to slow down the mind.While going through everything it has brought you a change of heart from the old way a growth from the old to the new it  brought you from a place f anger and fear in your life. There is alot of sorrow in your life has been a long uphill battle for you Iget the thought ofit has been 5 yrs you haveknow about your father. The fear and anger you feel now are pushing you to do bette for yourself. The cards are talking about eating and unhealthy habits of the past but you are getting better at that too.
The second tier:
queen of drums,the magician, 10 of pentacles
The energies I see that are there you have a great potential in your life, something about plants too(random one too) go with what you can do in life, you have something some kind of power or dream that will make it happen to change. Something earthy I get the feeling, work with it, ah the cards are tellin me you are a empath you feel what others feel, Iamgetting earthangel too. that what I am getting.. Your life is not going to be ordinary. do not be overcautios if you have deram start for it baby steps you can do it.I see change singing through you, the card told me that ???
3rdtier:
5 of bows(swords),ace of stones(cups) ,power(strength)
In the future you may start to argue with your don't for cange to happen keep taking the nextstep forward I am thinking the energies ahead of you and the energies that shaped you  have openedup a connection to the spirit world olet it happen you will get yourpower to move on from the spirits or spiritual living but you have to wantto make that connections and have to confront something on the inside not argue but confront accept it and embrace it and then let it go!!! a in flowing of spirit is coming your way like love or something but deal with whats on te inside first you will get the anwsers to what you need!
4 tier :
the message I am getting is that an illusive female wants to give you a message. I also pulled 2 knave cards one of bonews(swords),and the othr of drums(earth), and th queen of  bows
you so defintatly wii be getting a youtthful type ofenergies and  hope and messages I think you have someone watchingout for you and wants tolet you know you are not alone.

I hope this has helped. Ican do another reading if you wantto but to delve in deeper I need your favorite color and least favorite color

Hello Cascade of Light,

Thank you for your kind words. I am starting to get my life back on track and feel very positive about the future, even though I miss my beautiful Daddy. I can feel he is with me! I have received a reading from rainbowwitch, thanks.
Blessings to you,
Chickpea

Hello rainbowwitch,

Thank you for your kind words and thank you very much for taking the time to do a reading for me. You are correct in what you said in your reading. The past couple of years caring for my father have been transformative for me and have made me a more compassionate and caring person. Although a very difficult time, I would not change it. I am now ready for a change. I have moved from having limited choices to having many more choices.....so in a sense I am feeling much more free.

I suppose I do have a connection to spirit, but it is an underdeveloped talent. How can I develop this further? I am not so sure what your reference to plants means? Also I could be an empath, but know nothing about this?....this could be a talent i have not developed?

If you have time to delve deeper, that would be fantastic. It is all about career direction  and location for me at the moment and doing what nourishes by soul and what I enjoy. It is now time to focus on me and my needs. My favourite colour is turquoise and my least favourite colour is mustard (I think)....find it difficult to pick a least favourite colour!!!!

Thank you and I look forward to hearing from you.

Chickpea   xx