I am confused about this relationship.

Everything and everyone is telling me to let it go but I can't seem to.
I am having weird feelings that something is gonna happen.
Funny thing is I am not sure I want this relationship back.
Can I get some clarity as what I should do ?

Hi Kshub

Upon reading your request, I got visions of you standing at the edge of a cliff (almost like the Fool card of tarot) and considering whether to jump or not. The jumping feeling is only coming from confusion and it is not, I hasten to add, in any way related to ending it all. It is a symbolic vision I got by which I get the feeling that you wish to forget and erase things by starting afresh. You are perhaps not so confident at the wide and available space behind you full of pastures, mountains and rivers ..... rather than the momentary relief of delving into the abyss for some ‘peace of mind.’

I am now referring to the cards and asked the question what does Kshub need to know with regard to her connection with X and the actions she needs to take?

Rider Waite deck.

Eight of Cups. Queen of Cups. Judgement.

I get the feeling here that something is not working and has not been working for you and whilst it may appear as though things are in symmetry and in good order, but they are not serving your best interests. Therefore, I see you moving away from them all looking for new horizons and a change of scenery. This is the start of your journey to recovery. The road ahead may not be all smooth, but you are willing to take chances to find what lies ahead for you. In this quest I feel the presence of a woman, fire sign, who may help you distinguish to see what is best for you. She is a strong woman; she could be a family member or a colleague, a professional whose creative energy may be what you need while on your journey of discovery.
I also feel that journey of discovery will bear its fruits by bringing out the new You – all cleansed and able to see the light. By realising the mistakes of your past and putting them to bed, a new lease of life – both of mind and body – will bring you forward almost like having been given birth into a new life.

I hope this answers some of your questions.

Best wishes to you.