hi cedars

i am back here again sooner than i thought i would be .
life has taken a turn for me in the direction where i am at crossroads and don't know which way to head for . i am forced(somewhere in my heart i wanted it to happen too because nothing has been right since beginning in this relationship for me ,but it is sudden for me ) to take a decision that involves parting ways with the way my current life is and be on my own .i have no emotional and financial support available to me from anyone and extremely hesitant to take any step further . could you please read for me as what is in store for me for coming times?
my specific questions would be
1. do you see separation in my current relationship any sooner? if yes ,how would i fare because there is no emotional, finanacial support available to me at present from anyone.
2. if you dont see separataion, do u see any changes towards better in my current situation in coming times  and how would they change things for me ?

thanks
notes

Hello notes

(I started writing this three days ago, but had to come back to it. I am only going to the reading today).

Yes, I did not expect to see you back so soon, as it has hardly been a month since your last reading. Site rules suggest gaps between readings should be at least a month.
You are saying a few things which I find 1) encouraging about yourself and also 2) confusing in other areas.

Whilst you have decided to make a move away from him because you feel this is not going anywhere and, at the same time, you are saying that you have no emotional and financial support from anyone. My question: did you have any from him, emotional or even financial support?  Why bring in finance? How was he aiding you financially, if he was ever at all? Why the financial worry on the eve of your thoughts about leaving him? Something is not clear here and it is distorting a few things for me...

Notes, on one hand you are saying,   I am forced (somewhere in my heart I wanted it to happen too because nothing has been right since beginning in this relationship for me ,but it is sudden for me ) to take a decision that involves parting ways with the way my current life is and be on my own. And then you ask in your request: 1. do you see separation in my current relationship any sooner? If yes, how would I fare because there is no emotional, financial support available to me at present from anyone.

Is there any now, at this moment of time? If the answer is still No, why are you worried if there will be any once you decide to leave this man?
My dear Notes, there are too many if’s and if’s in your questions and whilst I sympathise with you in the way you have been tangled into this ‘relationship’, I really don’t know what your question is.

Please don’t take this as a reading.

If, in your heart, as you mention above, you feel you should leave this relationship, then why do you doubt your inner calling? Would you take it as a double confirmation if the reading showed you, that, yes, there is a break up on the horizon?

I am treating this as I would speak to a friend in a similar situation. I could easily say to you, you are not entitled for another reading and come back after a month.



Did you realise that there are four questions here and all of them prophetic and predictive?

Notes: you are asking firstly if there is an imminent separation, one which I presume would be beyond your own doing – almost like it was forced upon you by providence. Why don’t you wish to bring this within or under your control?  And secondly, if there was a separation beyond your control, how would you manage? Then you go on asking if there is no separation on the cards for you, do we see your situation improving with this person and what would those improvements be for you?

Hmmmmmmm...... let us leave those questions and let us ask a simple question that would hopefully make more sense in your current situation.

I asked: What does Notes need to know in her current situation and the possible actions she needs to take.

Ace of Pentacles. Six of Pentacles. Eight of Cups.

The first card shows us that there is a new beginning on its way to you in the areas of work, finance and your physical/material needs. This may not have been manifested to you and it may be in its embryonic stage. Aces are gifts from the Universe and they come to us when we least expect them and almost without our control. However, having the gift stand there is not enough; you should be willing to accept and embrace it too, otherwise it will just be an offer or a present that you have been given but you turn it down. So, as far as your financial and material worries are concerned, they are showing me that there are better things on their way for you.
I also feel that with the Six of Pentacles, where a wealthy man is being generous to two people kneeling in front of him, whilst he gives money with one hand to one man and with the other hand he holds a scale. The other man on his knees does not seem to get any money. If I have to go by your current situation, I feel I should say that perhaps you have not been fair in your giving and receiving acts. If you have been the one who has been giving and giving all the time, then I feel it is high time you stood back and started receiving. The ‘receiving’ can be either from others around you who have been enjoying your goodwill, your energy, your devotion, not to mention your care and understanding, and either change your ways and stop giving anymore and think about receiving yourself, for it is high time you looked after yourself. If you don’t, I’m afraid nobody else will.
There is  also a situation here with the Eight of Cups to leave what is not working for you and move on; move forward to newer horizons and possibilities. We see in this card a man turning his back to eight cups standing upright but not in a symmetrical position for they do not show any balance in their  asymmetry. He is moving on and looking to try his hand at other opportunities. This process of leaving things behind may be hard and with its fair share of upheavals, but there comes a time when one has to let go and move on in life.
I hope these three cards gave you the insight that you were looking for.
Of course, the decision whether to leave this man or not is still yours. And with every decision there is a consequence. I suggest you do some soul searching and I wish you make the right decision for yourself.

Please do not request frequent readings as too many readings will distort your judgement and will make you too dependent on them.
I am sorry I could not answer your questions and in the future, should you come back for more readings, please make sure you ask only ONE question. Whilst you are more than welcome to visit the site, but I would insist that you stay away from frequent readings.

I look forward to hearing from you.

With much blessings to you.

hello cedars
thanks for reading for me .
i was under stress when i wrote my queries to you on this board and am still trying to figure out  which way to go in life . i wont say my decision would be entirely dependent on ur reading but it sure comes as a relief by pointing at something which is already there in my mind. my ever wandering mind is a little at rest and can work better i guess now.  many thanks for taking time out and making an effort to read for me. your readings have always guided me in a right direction.

thanks again for doing it for me.

regards

You are welcome notes. Plesae, plesae look after yourself from now on.
I can sense that you have a set of directions in your mind and your heart tells you to go towards them, but it is also natural that we get pulled away or even pulled down towards something which for some mysterious reason feels 'comfortable' for us. In my experience that is a false sense of comfort.

In the end I do hope you do what is best for notes.

With warm hugs to you.
Cedars