Okay, so it took a little longer than I meant for it to. I am here now though.
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You now:
Three of Swords. This is depicted by three swords piercing the heart with rain and stormy clouds in the background.
This is the card of anguish, heartbreak, sadness, breakup, parting of ways, not getting what you want... losing what you asked for... The rain in the background indicates that this pain is not a permanent one and the tears and the hurt will be washed away only for new life to come through.
If you are not already grieving over an issue, I feel this is your grief on the lack of something in your life – the heart indicates to me, as you yourself said, the lack of love perhaps? The 3’s are ruled by the Empress, the very essence of feminine sexuality, abundance, physical fulfilment and maternal instincts. I get the feeling these are on the forefront of your thought process at present and to me you are in a state of grieving for something you do not have. |
Yes this is so true. I am 24 years old, and I've never been in a relationship. I don't think I ever will be. I meet guys, connect with them well. They like me as a friend, but nothing else because I am not attractive. And yes, I know I'm going to get someone telling me it's not possible for a person to be unattractive, or beauty is in the eye of the beholder... or that I am being negative. People on the internet tell me that a lot. However, I have lost weight. I've had a makeover, I've worn nice clothes but people will still tell me to my face that I am ugly. People who don't even know me will do it. So I know it's because I don't have a prety face. I keep hoping I am going to meet someone who isn't so hung up on looks and who will like me for me, but it's not going to happen. I feel angry all of the time, though I tell no one. I just pretend in front of everyone I am happy so I don't appear to be negative around others.
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Possible obstacle(s):
Eight of Wands:
This indicates speed, movement, acceleration and in its essence not a bad card. But as an obstacle I feel anything done with such speed and careless consideration could end up in the wrong places. The eight wands that are in the sky, coming down at such a speed to rest on the ground and make all that we have been waiting for a reality, have the potential of reaching the wrong parts and ending up on rocky grounds. Why? Perhaps they were done in a hurry and there was no need for all that speed. |
Not sure what to say to this one. Not that it isn't a bad, it's just I don't know how it applies to me yet. Other than maybe how I decided to move out on my own instead of living with a room mate. I am always angry living with her though. She tries to control me. So I just decided not too long ago to move out, I already have an apartment.
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Summary:
Nine of Wands. Two of Wands. Six of Wands.
Wow, all of them from the Wand suit and of the Fire element.
Under whichever light you look at your reading, I feel towards the end of this journey, you will come out a stronger person, ok, with certain wounds and let downs, but you will be more self-assured and will defend your territory with your life. That will give you the perspective to look at the future under a new light and it will not make think twice about making choices and decisions. Success and victory are possibilities assuming the advice given taken into consideration. |
I'm just hoping I meet someone on the new year. Although I still think my decision to move is a good one, because I not happy living here, so this reading may not apply to that.
I think the reading did answer some questions, except if there is going to be some love in my future.