For the last two years things have gotten progressively worse in my personal life. It seems around every corner there is constant tragedies with little time given for me to breath before something else happens. I have massive luck when it comes to accolades but with the constant torrent of horrible things that have been happening I cant enjoy very much or have little time to enjoy the accomplishments before being thrown into despair. it seems a cruel set up where I'm picked up to be knocked down over and over again and I'm starting to feel hopeless. The bad outcomes are starting to now bleed into what was the last thing I had left and that being the accolades (career, school, etc.) Need help via a reading or somehting

Then I might rather offer you "something", instead of reading

Sit down, and take a calm moment, where you shall look back on the two years, and ask yourself for each bad situation...What could I have done different....could I have changed the outcome...could I in any way made a difference?

The reason I say this, is that there is no way you can change all around you, you can only change yourself, and that can only be done if you evaluate yourself, if you evaluate that you had no part in any of this...well then it was out of your hands.....if you could have changed...well then it is in your hands...take the incidents as learning, and do better next time.

When we get easy accolades, then we might also live our life in a "speedy way", where we don't always evaluate enough the consequences of our action, and then these thing might then hit us back as a chain of events.

Even if you learn easy...even if everything comes easy to you....you need to have a structure in your life (I am not saying you haven't ), you need control.

People with success attract other peoples that will be a part of this success, and that might lead to ideas that not always are well thought through.

So this is my "something", hopefully it ring a bell, and I wish you all well in your life

I have done the self reflection thing. most of the incidents have been out of my hands and nothing related to accolades. It didnt start off when I was busy, I had a calm quit life with occurances that pushed me into having to pick up more things on my table. I do currently live a busy schedule but in the proffession I have work and life have to stay seperate. Unfortunatley with so much bad happening around me and then going to work to work with bad people it is leaving its toll.
I will admit, even the friends that dont believe in curses (not saying I necessarily did either) are starting to say its all just extremely weird how everything has been happening without giving any recoupe time. Its a little tricky to explain but there is no logic to what I have been trying to work out for the last two years, especially for someone who is very put together and cautious.

What about doing the Secret, not only thinking about "will it work?"

Get the book again and live your transformation.

Blessed be