Hi Renjer, first of all tx for the reading and tx for the offering to translate it but i thanks for the simple language so i quite understand what u write down here .

As the feedback, i can tell what u write is so much close to what happened in the real life. I think u have a very great talents in doing tarot reading.

I am using the Legacy of the Divine deck. While shuffling and before I even start the spread, a card has revealed itself. 7 of Wands. This suggests that either you are currently fighting for something you believe in, or that there is a need to go into battle. Yet, since you are on higher ground, there is a good chance of victory for you.

Lately i'm getting in a conflict with a college friend. Yes, i fight for something i believe is true. But maybe what u read also about my life in general as i think i really need to do something but i feel i can't do it...

Heart of the Issue: 3 of Swords Rx. What Crosses You? The Lovers
To go against my normal convention, I am interpreting these two cards together. If you don't mind me asking, did you recently have some problems with your relationship? The 3 of Swords is a card of sorrow, especially of emotional pain and separation, and having the Lovers card cross it makes me really wonder.

It's ok to ask the question. That problem with sorrow, emotional pain, and separation... i've been through it for years. Years is the best to describe it... i lost that important someone, emotionally, about six years ago and the scars is still there. Don't think it can be heal completely .

Foundation of the Issue: 5 of Cons
This is such a common card I get nowadays. In my deck, it depicts a beggar woman holding her bowl in her outstretched hand, yet, there is a brilliant yellow light of the 5 coins shining behind her. Perhaps this indicates that you are feeling abandoned and ignored after your emotional upheaval. Or that this relationship problems was probably caused by "one-sidedness".

I think this card comes from another thing. A family problem can describe it best.

Receding Influences: Page of Wands
I am going to go with the interpretation of "a person" here. A young man, who is enthusiastic, dynamic and determined (who enjoys doing new things) is going away from your life. Perhaps it is someone related to you. Or it could be that you fear that you are losing the enthusiasm and drive to live your life. Sorry, I find court cards a little difficult to put into context sometimes.

For what i felt and what happened lately, i can tell that both can be true.

What Crowns You? Knight of Coins Rx
A new person in your life, possibly, the Knight of Coins Rx warns of a person who is not very diligent and does not like to work. He only looks for people with money and mixes with them. When you are faced with financial difficulties, he is not your friend anymore. Or he could be a "business type" person, who always wants favours/payment in return for his doings.

Don't think i have meet this kind of person yet...

Immediate Future: 8 of Cups, and Card 7, You in Relation to this situation: 6 of Swords Rx
8 of Cups depicts an octopus transforming into a man and leaving his home. It is of a change/transformation occurring in your life. You are being thrust from familiar into unfamiliar surroundings. Yet, in the next card, 6 of Swords Rx, we see a lady going on a perilous journey on her own, in a dark cavern on a little boat. But since it is reversed, I take it that you might not wish things to change. You do not want to be transformed and leaving your comfort zone.

I know that i need to change... but i know also that i feel fear to change...

External Influences: 10 of Swords
At first I would have said that you are feeling at the bottom of your life right now and things will get better soon. Yet, from reading all your previous readings in this forum, I find it very interesting that this card should appear once again as your external influence. I take it that you, as a psychiatrist, have been listening and helping others to solve their problems.

Well, yes once again this card shown up ... i don't know why

Thanks again renjer, for your kind help

Thanks for your feedback, fisk. It's good to hear your side of the story as well.

Take care.