I seem to be mired in place and need some help getting it moving again toward my goals of financial stability, safety and happiness. I am too close to the problem to see a solution. My question is: What direction do I take to get where I need to be?

Thank you in advance for any assistance.
I am female, born 10-31-74, living in sw arkansas

Hi, I am a beginning tarot reader and I was surprised when your reading came up with many reversals. I had actually done it for you yesterday but was unsure if I should tell you the news. Anyway, I managed to find out more about you through your previous posts and I really hope I can help you alleviate the situation that you're in now. I hope the reading won't put you off as I am still learning and trying to come up with the best words.

I am using the Radiant Rider-Waite and the Reduced Celtic Cross, that means the first 6 cards without the 4 staff cards on the right.

Question: What does Nighthawk need to do to get her life back in order?

A very prominent spread of Major Arcana cards here proves that at this point in your life, major things are happening and will be life changing.

Heart of The Issue: The Tower Rx

There are very big and sudden changes in your life now. I see from your profile that you are having some troubling times. However, since the Tower is Reversed, you do not wish to tell others about what you feel, thus perhaps they are not aware of the issues you are facing.

What Crosses You: Queen of Pentacles

Despite all the issues from The Tower, you are still a very down to earth and nurturing mother. No one around you knows what you are facing. You are very gentle and caring towards your teenaged child and your other children. Also you love your job as a nurse and like to help people in need.

Foundation of the Issue: The Devil Rx

The Devil could have come in the form of your abusive husband. It is a good thing that you had a divorce from him, yet, for some reason, you are still thinking of him presently. Let him go and your life will improve.

Receding Influences: 7 of Wands

The card shows a man standing on top of a hill, triumphantly fending off 6 other competitors who want his spot. However, since this is a receding influence, I take that perhaps you feel that you’ve been fighting too hard all your life and are now at your breaking point. Perhaps it is time to share your worries with your friends/family and rely on them for help. Of course, the more people on the hill, the better your chances at fending off your competitors...

What Crowns You: 5 of Wands

Another card of struggle from the Wands suit, this card signifies your fear that you have against your environment. Perhaps you feel that the people around you are competing against each other. There is this need to rise to the top. From what I’ve seen so far, I think that perhaps you just want to get away from this competition that exists in your life.

Outcome: The Star Rx

Unfortunately, to get The Star Reversed as an outcome card, this means that your life can’t be set in order just yet. Perhaps there is much more difficulties to come before you can enjoy the fruits of your success. Or maybe it's time to get up and start taking control of your own life. The way beyond is difficult but not impossible to navigate. Also, I see you're now living with your parents. Could you possibly ask a favour from them to take care of your children while you go out to work as a nurse?


I hope my reading makes sense and is meaningful to you. I apologise in advance if I said anything wrong.

Thank you so much, renjer!! It is pretty usual for me to have a lot of the major arcana in spreads done for and by myself. Not really sure why. The reading feels pretty accurate to me and I really really appreciate the time and trouble you've taken for me. (((loves))) Keep up the good work!