You're right! I actually believe I've found the one on a dating website on-line that I've been chating with. We have sooo much in common it's kind of scary lol. I guess me knowing this is a great guy for me made me get a little scared and get the idea of wanting to run back to my X because I know he isn't a sure thing, where this guy I've met on-line more than likely is. So it was just my fear getting in the way but I'm not going to allow fear it sabotage a good thing. My X is the past and deep down inside I really don't want to be with him but I know going back will keep me in a safe bubble instead having to step up and have the courage to put myself out there to be loved the way I should.

So I'm done and look forward to great things with this new guy.

You siad it lady.
All the best to you  my dear one.

Thanks!