Thanks again Cedars and Rhutobello,
I understand what you want to say.

I miss her...
But, these moments are not the best to meet my girl,
we tried to give us a second chance,
but things are overloaded...
for now I do not want to be with anyone else.

I wonder if later we have another opportunity to return.
if I intend to approach her.
I thought a couple of months and see what happens..
I can ask this?
What question do you recommend?
I need to clarify a little my way.

Thanks my friends.

MJ

I think you should give it a rest my friend. Give those two months a fair chance to let things cool down.
I know you miss her and it is only natural.
But whatever reading anyone gives you, the core of your question is: are we going to get back together? Sometimes we need sometime apart for the heart to grow fonder if there ever was any love. If not, one of you or both of you would move on and the pain will become less and less.

I picked three cards for you and asked the question: what does MJ need for now to get the empowerment to in his current state?

Rider Waite.

Strength. Six of Swords. Nine of Swords.

We have two swords, which stand for strife - mental and emotional - as well as a major arcana card - Strength.

You will need to find that silent strength within you to muster this situation and get to a place where you have control over your feelings. This is not a physical strength; it is one of the mind, the will and the ability to see what is around you and deal with them with the way you speak, behave and handle a situation. We see a woman here who is brave enough to tame the lion and yet she does not show any physical strength in doing so. She is calm and composed and with her inner strength can bring the lion to calm. It is wish such strength that you will leave your troubles behind (Six of Swords) and start feeling at ease with yourself, even though you may not know where you are heading to. The destination is not that important, but that the hope of sailing towards calmer shores; the promise of leaving the troubled mind behind will be something to be grateful for. However, these troubles may not go away completely out of your life, or the grief itself, but they will be easier to bear. From time to time you may feel they cause you the same pain as now - Nine of Swords - but these will be short-lived as you will soon realise that it may be all in your mind and the pain may feel unbearable. These feelings usually come when you are most vulnerable, lonely and make you feel there are no answers out there - like a nightmare in the middle of the night.

Then I picked a fourth card which was the Ten of Cups.
This is the card of happiness in a family circle, contentment of having all that one needs in the area of love, family and something that each one of us desires. I am not suggesting this will be your re-union with your lady friend, but it may be a peaceful and a happy state  in your life which may have to do with love and romance or a situation of family bliss. But, please note that the journey to get here is still dependent  on the strength of character you will need to  have which I am sure you have within you.

The road of break up and recovery is never easy or pain-free my friend. I hope you will find that strength to carry on with your pain and find peace of mind and tranquillity in your heart.

Best wishes to you.

Thanks Cedars!!!

You are a good friend...
The reading was very close to what I feel.
Believe me, I have nightmares sometimes, like in the nine of swords...
Don't worry about me, I'll feel better soon.
I know what I have to do, but it is not easy.
I wish I could tell you more things, but my english....it's not good....

I send you a hug.

MJ

Hugs back to you too. Your English is quite good my friend and you are able to communicate your thoughts well.
I am no Shakespeare myself

There is always a rainbow towards the end...... just get stronger my friend.