I refer to your PM which you sent me to interpret your reading for yourself.

I will respect your privacy and will not quote your cards that you have selected for yourself, however...

First of all, we do not do readings via private message.

Secondly, you should not read for yourself; you are too involved in it. This is a no-go area reading for yourself.

Thirdly, you are creating these spreads as you feel you should and according to your needs. I do not know or understand how you derive to these. Do you ask the question and then draw a card? I agree that one does not have to follow a set spread, but there must be some pattern if not a discipline to follow.

Questions of timing are never answered precisely with the tarot cards in my experience.

When you ask one question, pick one card. Once you start picking more than one, you may get confused. Unless you are doing 'future' type of reading, then multiple cards will give more insight on things to come.

Do not ask IF or WHEN type questions, if you still insist to do readings for yourself.

The best of us get 'stuck' with cards and interpreting a reading.. you seem to be putting yourself in the deep end and it is only leading to further frustrations..

I would say, give life a chance, meet whoever you are going to meet and do not expect to get all the answers in advance...

OK?

Many blessings to you.