Hi George,

Thank you for your feedback, it is always satisfying to know that even in a small gesture, help is available from one's inner self!!

As for your depression, my friend, it's a viscious battle to control it. Me, question the somber diagnosis of depression. You have gone through heavy and really troubled waters. So, obviously you will feel "lost" and confused at the best of times.

I read a book "Mysteries" nice and thick, by Colin Wilson. In this book is a wonderfull "medicine", mind, the higher self and how to view things as a spectator of your own life. When you start getting to the point that you worry and get depressed and obviously recolect what had happened, you become like a overstretched rubberband, or "narrow" yourself to the point where you really touch on breaking point. This is a very bad place to be, i'm sure you will agree with me. This is where you, and your higher self gets to be busy. Take a seat in a realy quiet area, start relaxing yourself as in meditation. Relax into the "broader" self and look at your own life, contemplate the good things of the day and repell that which is bad, don't even give in, to considering the negative having any influence over you.

Being Wiccan, you should know which candles to burn, do it, our way of life is a practical application in every area, get yourself a Lapiz luzuly, tigers eye and maybe a emerald. Wear it on the same chain as your pentagram.

I have a few lectures I wrote, these practically deal with your own abilities, goals and wellbeing. I will be honoured to send it to you, there is no charge. Anything to help my fellow brothers and sisters has no price. You can send me a PM with your email adress and we take it from there.

May the Gods smile on you.