dear cedars
thank you for an interesting reading..

by the way my name is romanian..i was born in romania but live in italy for more than 9 years now..and in my language alina means the one who can heal the pain...
funny eh? i am the on who can heal other ppl's pains and sorrows..with my compassionate and kind nature but sometimes i also need to be helped..
your offered me EXACTLY the point of view that i had in my head since this morning...
after i wrote the reading request for you..i felt so bad..for sure it wasnt my best evening..one of those evenings when ur world is turned upside down..and u feel like u r the last star of the universe..and i went to bed after 3 hours of crying and fallasleep crying..but next day i realised something..i looked in the mirror and asked myself..who am i? do i have passions? do i have hobbies ..except WORKING? founded nothing else but pieces ....of me..and realised that in the last 10 years all i did was running ..chassing love...wanted so much to have somebody that i runned after and looked after love hoping to find the right guy for me..
now my dearest cedars..i want to start living for myself....concentrate on finding a better job and going back to gym and building new hobbies for myself..and REBUILDING A NEW ALINA
thank you so much for your reading..and will keep u updated with my STEPS
have a nice evening
alina