Thank you both of you!!

waiting is so hard to do.. i just dont want to be doing the wrong thing,
ughh the things love dose to you, i try very hard to worry about myself more..
but it is very hard for me for some reason :/ just so many plans, and not sure which way to go now

thank so much for your replies
Kelley thank you so much eventho you are in a situation
im sure it will all play out in the best way,

and cedars you are right, i guess its just fear tht i may have beaten the situation too  much
and he wont miss anything, there is unfortuantly alot involved in this
but all you say is very true

ill take what i have right now, i guess all i can do is wait for now.

thank you again
khrystle

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