Hello dear tarot readers,

This skill an science has amazed me as I went through some posts here. I wish it could give me some insight too. It seems to be a tough time on my personal life and affecting the professional life too.. (probably because of stress)

I was having a serious affair with a guy (May sound silly, it was online and I never met him. Before I could, he is disappeared)

Well, we were serious but no idea suddenly what happened and he stopped responding. Been more than 2 months now. I've tried to divert my mind more in my professional life and forget this crap person who won my trust and then ditched me (I think)

Just need a tarot reading that may give a boost to control the situtation at this moment. I feel this is the high time when I should get married and shouldn't think of this guy.

Issues are coming in marriage too as I'm not getting the right match.

I'd really appreciate a reading and help though I've requested help in vedic astrology. I'm sure I'll be getting some kind favor of your experience here

My DOB is July 6, 1981

Many thanks to all who spared time for me.

Hello Chillingbreeze,


I think and strongly believe you should ditch this internet guy.

While I was trying to connect with you I got a strong feeling that you should give a rest to your thoughts of marriage, this guy, or possibly guys for the time being and look ahead to new avenues. I am being impressed upon on career topics to take on board at present.. Go forth; learn something new. You are too consumed with marriage issues for the time being and the more you are, the more you will have incidents of not meeting your match.

I also picked three cards for you from the Rider Waite deck.

The Devil.  Judgement. Queen of Pentacles.

The Devil is telling me about your bondage to these issues of marriage and the very attitude that you have within you where you yourself said: “I think it is high time when I should get married…..”  Why is it high time? Who said so? Why do you limit yourself or why do you enslave yourself to these thoughts of marriage? Are these social pressures? Pressures from family and peers? You know you can break those chains of bondage to comply so easily and start enjoy life rather than follow some unwritten laws of society. I do appreciate perhaps the society you live in views marriage as the ultimate goal for a woman, but … would you rather marry under these pressures and be unhappy or………? You know the answer I think 

Judgement: There is some kind of spiritual purification at work within you and you should not reject it. Greet the new and leave the past and its mistakes behind – whatever they may be. The chance to redeem yourself from errors and misjudgements of the past and forgiving yourself. The Devil and Judgement are both Major Arcana cards and their influence is imminent and very important in your current state right now. Once you free yourself from the different feelings of obligations and the unwritten laws of our society, you can see rebirth and a clear path ahead.

Queen of Pentacles. A gentle, motherly figure, sitting on a throne in a garden, her head leaning towards her right shoulder, holding a pentacle. This queen tells me of a humble person who is willing to give motherly advice as well as financial assistance, should you need any. This is a person possibly walking into your life with love and compassion as well as material support either in the job/career environment or in your home.

You have a lot going for you; let the guys start coming to you now 

Blessings to you kind.

Cedars

p.s. when you request a reading in one forum, please do not request another in a different forum; you will most probably only get one and the other post may be locked.

Dearest Cedar, (The way you connected with me, the respect was irresistible)


Thanks a lot for your reading and time for me. And I really loved and relieved when you said " I should ditch this Internet guy". I'm already on the way to forget the man but Alas!! I loved him deeply. Still, I'm better than last few weeks.

Marriage is an issue and you were right at guessing the social and family pressure. I'm already on a hitlist for being the most rebellious girl who didn't get married at that young age (and not getting married even now :p LOL)

I'm already concentrating more on my professional life and new goals. I'm just leaving the marriage for time being. Wishing for the right man at right time (before it gets too late)

I really wish that motherly figure around me and I wanna feel her/him. Nobody as of now but your reading gave me a great relief and I'm sure someone is around or to come soon

I'll take care of not requesting the reading in another forum.

Many many thanks for your help and kind suggestions. I truly loved it.

God bless you

Thank you for your prompt and kind feedback Chillingbreeze,

I see you more of a warm breeze than a chilling one

I respect society and their pressure and I did not mean any disrespect to yours when I mentioned it in my reading. But being rebellious and having your own mind is part of your character. I am not saying ditch the idea of marriage, but do it with the right person and the right timing of it.

I am so sorry to hear about the internet affair and your tender feelings towards the guy.

You deserve better WarmBreeze..... March on with your life.

Cheers
Cedars