Hi

I wonder if one of the readers on here could do a reading for me please when they have some time?

I feel a bit fed up at the moment and have given up hope of acheiving any sucess in my love life and meeting a partner I would like to settle down with. I'm 40 in December hence the feeling a bit fed up. Otherwise I have a great life for which I am very thankful so this is just the missing piece really and I really do feel ready to settle down as well and have childen though at 40 that seems more and more unlikely.

I would really apreciate a reading which might give me some clarification and dare I say hope!

I'm female, dob 29/12/68.

Emma

FIRST OF ALL LET ME BE CLEAR ABOUT MY STATUS:
I AM VERY NEW TO THIS ART SO THIS READING IS AN OPORTUNITY FOR ME TO LEARN AS WELL, I WOULD ALSO REQUEST THOSE THAT DO THE READINGS ON THIS BOARD TO EXCLUDE MY COMMENTS AND DO THEIR JOB.

Ok so let me start, i always talk to my deck and he usually responds to me in 2 way, this time while i was shuffling the cards and thinking about you and your worries he wanted me to show "The Lovers (VI)" i won't get into the details about the meaning of this card is just a proof for me that my deck is willing to answer and "give a hand" to you.

The spread "David's Star"

                                                       (1) 3 Cups
                          (5)Knight Pentacles                    (6) 4 Swords
                                                       (7) 7 Wands
                          (3) Queen Pentacles                   (2) 8 Pentacles
                                                       (4) Ace Cups

1 - gives information about the origins of the question
2 - gives information about things that are important  now into the present
3 - near future, what to expect
4 - the helped that is offered and what you can use on your path to reach your goal
5 - the influence of the enviorment, things that you have to confront
6 - things that oppose, your internal state
7 - Outcome!

"...and have children though at 40 that seems more and more unlikely. "
About one year ago i got a phone call from my aunt who asked me to go right away to a friend of hers who's mother (a very old woman) was very sick. I dressed up and went there to help in any way i could. As i was walking down her ally a strange chill was all over me and the feeling of death was in the air so to say. I got there and the situation looked pretty damn bad, the ambulance came after a while i got home and got news from a family friend who is a powerful psychic that she will pass away. So there were no doubts anymore for my feelings. But guess what...she didn't and she is still alive today. God has plans with us and sometimes those plans might change if we are willing to let go to things in our life that might not be so good and if we want to accept his mercy.

If you want children have faith in God.


Now let's start with the reading.

The cards tell me that your financial status is pretty good, that you had to sacrifice all kind of things to get the material security you wanted. You don't like to take risks, you had to play for a long time a role with a mask attached probably because you spend lots of time working in an enviorment with many social rules and you accepted and adapted yourself to this rules very well. You have a spacial charisma of some sort that you will have to improve in the near future, you don't like to quit until you got what you wanted and you also have strong beliefs.


3 Cups - This card reflects very well your question, it's a card that talks about family in general, family security, family values, it's a positive card that shows your search.
8 pentacles - This card shows that the financial security needed has been reached, there was alot of work involved it also says about you that you like security very much and you are pleased with what you have and don't like to take risk what you have for more or for what you wish.
Queen Pentacles - She is a woman who defends the weak, who is very good and very generous. In fact she is a very warm, gentle and loving person also very practical. She also can be trusted cause she always says the truth. She has her feet on the ground.
Ace Cups - This card let's you know that all the pieces of the puzzle are in the right position for you, even more you are favored and you will be helped in your quest. This is a very positive card. Listen to your heart now, open your soul to others, experience new emotional states. There are no boundaries in the realm of love.
Knight Pentacles - He is practical, he's feet are on the ground, a hard-worker, honest, fair. Work comes first.
4 swords - This card talks about the need to take a break, about reflecting on good emotions. You need to detach yourself from the things that hunt you and see the bigger picture here. The analytical mind won't be of much help here.


Outcome!

If you are not already involved into a relation you most likely will soon. You have to take a decision very soon and don't be afraid to play your chances. To get the jackpot in your case Love you have to gamble cause there is no other way. Love is always about taking chances and enjoy the moments as they come with their goods and bads and even more now you will have all the support for you to accomplish this in your life. You have to take a stand for your soul and start looking for the good things that will make your life complete. You may want to take a vacation and sort some things out, don't worry work will be there where you left it or even better some problems might fix themselves.  
     

Hello dheaven

Many many thanks for taking the time to read for me.

Your assesment of me is spot on. For the last 4 years I have been running my own business which thankfully has been very sucessful. Before that though I worked for various corporate companies where I was sucessful but I always wore a mask as you put it. I had to be someone who I really wasn't and I'm not really suited to corporate structures. I think the charisma that I need to improve is just refocusing so that my company is prepared for tough economy.

Your reading is very hopeful for me so thanks I shall await my knight!

Hi dheaven

If you can I would be really grateful if you could give me further details on the Knight you saw in my reading.

Due to somethings I have found out recently I am wondering if it is someone I already know but not a man I have had a relationship with previoulsy.

This is a confusing time for me because of what I have learned and any further insight or guidance you could offer me would be really helpful.

Mant thanks

Emma

Well i understand what are you saying perfectly cause after i got my first 'psychic reading' i was more confused then i was before and for a long time i was just wondering and questioning every day every month every minute that was following. But you see somehow i forgot about the now and about how to live today. The future comes and goes and what it brings...are many gifts, every second, every drop of rain, every breath we take and all the rest may come as a surprise so we can enjoy and learn and be happy about.

Sometimes before we find the love our life we are involved in many relationships to gain experience to grow in order to be ready, while other times we might grow and gain all this with that special person but in all situations we have somehow to give our focus to.

Look, to be more blunt about this you seem to me like a person who dedicated most of her life to career and had less time for 'deep' social interactions. You need to be a woman again, a woman for a man, it would be hard for me to explain all this since i am a man but this is who and what you are. It's like riding the bicycle (hope you knew at some point), you never forget. After a long pause you might not be as good as before but you still know and somehow you are able to regain all that, way way, much faster and then even learn more new tricks.

The charisma i was talking about has nothing to do with economy nor business it's about you regain your talents as a woman. Remember that you are not only to be conquered but also to conquer. They say that the man is the one that should do the first step but that is only social bullshit that we were indoctrinated with since birth, this like many other things. To win this game you have to break all the rules of the head and to start listening the heart, after all it is love you are pursuing now. You have to "fight" your way into this so you can be successful but don't worry because you are favored into this and you will get all the help that you will need.

Take a break with work at least for a few days and have some fun whatever you might see fit.

Also to get more accurate information you might try "Photo Readings" forum or "Psychic Readings" on this boards or you may also try someone that is tested and it will requier a small fee but may advice is don't because psychics, card readers and all the rest are only able to see what they are allowed to if you understand me right on this one, and no matter what, you alone will need to do every single step cause no one else can.

Take a decisions about what you really want, Love & family & kids or......money. I've seen homeless people that are happier then some wealthy guys.

Know this, !!! God Loves You  !!! , and HE will help you out no matter what you decide. There is an old saying around this parts "God gives, but it doesn't put it also into the bag" (Literary. Unless you don't have hands or something.)

So Emma, he might be anyone you like if you are willing to search for him. He might be the one that you will enjoy the best years of your life with and have the most beautiful experiences. He is there and he is looking for you as long as you are looking after him also. He might be the father of your children. You might find him inside or outside the supermarket, maybe at the bar/restaurant on a flight or in a foreign country. You may find him in one hour, one week, one month or in a year. If you think you have seen it make sure he will see you to because that is the reason you are a woman.

It's all up to you now and i can only hope and wish you for the best.
May God light up your path and lead you to victory.

PS: my english is not that good, lol, hope you will understand and there are only a few type'Os there but i doubt it, lol.
have fun