Hi Jewelofthesouth,                                                                                I hope all is well.                                                                   I was wondering if you could give me a love reading please. I would really appreciate it. Thanks.

Dear hthrshorty,

I can see that you are a very soft and compassionate person and have many heartbreaks in the past. You have a fear of failing and I feel you blame quite a few things on yourself rather than allowing the other parties to take personal responsibility. You are not a doormat, and once you realize this, your life will level out. You are strong and highly creative. You must work very hard to keep your individuality. I see a tendancy to go more with what the other person in your relationships want, instead of compromising or getting out of the relationship. I'm sensing that most relationships end in emotional and mental trauma. You wonder why you always draw the same type of person to you. Also, something feels wrong and out of place here. Almost as if someone is not telling the truth. I am looking at secrets and emotional turmoil. If you are wondering about what to do, and if this is a current relationship I would suggest leaving, however, I could be looking back. I just feel a great deal of trauma and grief. This is someone you are still connected to. Be very careful with yourself and your heart. You are a beautiful soul who deserves another beautiful soul to spend life with. I am feeling tears and can hardly hold mine back. I just want you to know that I am a friend and I am available to speak to if you would like. You need a friend, but you are afraid to trust and there is a friend you trusted who betrayed your trust in a big way. You are drawn to the water and this is a place for you to calm down and get your head together. The water is good for you and so is nature. Take in more green and blues, however in relationships lend yourself strength and confidence with red. Never let anyone tell you that you are less than what you are. You are kind and generous to a fault. Many take advantage of you because they know you will "Bail" them out. I see you also suffered a loss about 3 years ago and have not recovered from that. You'll do much better as time goes by. "TRUST YOURSELF" I just feel like you need a hug both physically and cosmically. I feel deep sadness, and with that, I feel sadness too. You are also in need of attention and you have a need to give attention, however, it looks as though your attention is never appreciated or given back to you. Bless you. I just feel this deep, lonely, huge void deep deep down inside. You smile but it never reaches your eyes. It's like it's raining in your heart.

I have a message from your guardian angel: "And this too shall pass. Although you shed unseen tears, you are never alone, you are being urged to move forward and beyond this pain. You have help, all you must do is ask. Do not be afraid, but move forward and out of the past.".

Tarot Deck: Fantastical Tarot
Tarot Spread: The Venus Spread
Number Of Cards: 6

Card 1: Your Feelings: The Seven Of Swords: (Upright) The energy from this card tells me you are looking for hope after a difficult battle. You are feeling doubtful about your current condition. You know your victory will be hard earned. This is a weak and highly emotional situation. There is slander involved and discussions/communications are most impossible without futher battles. Hold close to the hope this card brings, but not to the situation.

Card 2: Influences On You: The Seven Of Pentacles: (Upright) The energy from this card brings in influences that are favorable for you right now in finances. This is a card of good business, and successful enterprise, however, I would guard my emotional wealth. There is not one card from the suit of cups who has come to lend their energies. You can do very well with business, but again, beware the heart.

Card 3: Your Emotional Blocks: The Nine Of Swords: (Upright) The energy from this card tells me that your past is holding you back. You suffer with loneliness, sadness, despair, anxiety, and the fear of the unknown. All things unknown to us cause pain on a certain level until we allow them to become known to us. You are devoting yourself to idea's that cannot serve you properly now. Let go.....

Card 4: Love Life: The Two Of Swords: (Upright) The energy of this card tells me there is a delay in a big decision. You have alliances, but also you have rivalry. You are attracted and repulsed. Right now there is very strong tension. Balanced strength will calm the struggle inside of you. Be aware of your true friends at this time, and those who are genuine. Good results will come after alot of effort is put in to motion. There are many things you must look at to become more balanced and have less battle around you in your love life. Things are not always what they seem.

Card 5: What You Expect: The World (Upright) Luck and divine protection are what you expect in part. Your guardian angel has helped and will continue to help as long as you ask. You know you must come full circle to be successful. Perfection is not reality. No one, or relationship is perfect. You expect victory, but don't expect anyone to help you gain it. There will be a desire granted to you. Use wisdom and ask wisely. You will has a happy and lasting union, but not until you take note of all of the work you must do to be successful and have the right one enter your life. Nothing is written in stone and everything can change, but you must make those changes.

Card 6: What Is Likely To Happen Without Change: The Magician: (Upright) The energy of this card lends you knowledge. Without change, new opportunities and change will be always just out of reach. Resolutions will not manifest easily. Both heaven and earth, what is above and below call you to change your direction. The magician is cunning and very clever. He can show you things you feel are beneficial, but the question is: Are they really? This you must decide for yourself. The law of attraction is in play here. You receive exactly what you attract. What is it you are trying to attract? The magician asks you to view all of the other cards on this journey, and look deeply into the eyes of your own reality and you will find the truth behind the truth. Change is a frightening thing, but remaining the same and in pain is by far the worse of the two.


I hope this reading is a help to you. I worked on it after my exame today and I am very happy you asked me to do this for you. Thank you so much for the opportunity.

Gentle Hugs,

Julie

Jewelfothesouth, Thank you so much for giving me this reading. I was in a very painfull relationship about 5 yrs ago. I tried to change someone that didn't want to be change. He would tell me all the time i'll change but never did. I've learnt that you can't change them you can be there for them and be behind 100 percent. They have to want to change. Lets see 3yrs ago I lost my favorite car. I wonder if that was it..lol.....My grandma past away about 4 yrs ago......I'll tell you the truth...I've been doing alot better....I have forgiven alot of people in my life so I could move on....one day at a time right....its hard some days but I'm getting there. I did have a friend but she did betrayed me she told a guy friend that I was seeing multiple people at the same time which was a lie...I believe she didn't me to be happy....thats why he doesn't like her....he said he doesn't trust her....Him and I have been through alot and I have forgiven him too which I told him this......   I want to thank you again for giving me this reading it really went straight to my heart

Dear hthrshorty,

You are so welcome for the reading. I'm sorry it wasn't sooner but I was doing finals. I am grateful for the opportunity and I am so glad I could help you. I hope you will print out the reading and keep it with you. You are a sweetheart and you deserve the very best. Please take care of the things you know you need to take care of because that's taking care of you.

Gentle Hugs,

Julie