Hi, i am total new to tarot so curiousity made me take a look into some tarot reading software since i don't have any deck not even the one used to play poker and diffrent social card games ...hmmm...let me be open to the issue...i might be paranoid or omething but seems to me that almost everywhere this words are very comon goodfortune/luck/gift

not complaining if that is so but sorry i don't trust machines  

Just foundout (today) that i might travel in another country with a pitstop (trip) to a nice place somewhere north before we will venture further.

Can do a general reading maybe for the next 30 days or so...i don;'t mind if u trust your intuition and aproach this diffrently (going deeper or whatever u would feel it would be of greater importance).

Thank you!
10 jun 1985 / male (Eduard)

your question or your query is not very clear.......

you have trust issues..... are you sure you would like a reading?

Is there a question>?
What is it that you'd like to get out of a reading?

trust issues? well i would like to debate that a little (or more) do you mind if i send you a PM?

Yes i want a reading. Well the question is what to expect in the near future (30 days or so), from my understanding i can't ask 2 many questions (board rules or something if i got it right) so it's more like a general question. I'm a concerned about my finantial status...i've done some stupid things and i really don't wanna affect my family with my own mess. :(

Not their fault anyway and they don't seem to get along to well so the last thing they need is to argue cause of my idiotic mistakes.

Hello Eduardo

I am sorry that you find yourself in this situation.
I have picked some cards for you from the Rider Waite deck.

One card flew out while I was shuffling - the Page of Pentacles.

I am seeing this Page as being you - although he is known to be careful with his money - and has the best intentions to put them to good use for a healthy return - but it looks like things have gone wrong somewhere.

Present:
The High Priestess. Six of Swords.
I feel there are secrets around you and a desire to get yourself to safer shores. I get the feeling by looking at the Priestess - who is inactive and inwardly drawn - that perhaps keeping quiet may not be the way forward for you to come out of this situation. There is a mother figure on the Six of Swords who has turned her back to her troubles and just wants to forget what has happened and look forward to calmer waters.  

Near Future: (say 30  - 60 days)
Five of Swords. Queen of Cups.
Struggle of wills, confrontations with those around you, perhaps not leading to a definitive outcome or an outcome of your liking, but it is a phase that will be testing for you and one that I feel you will have to go through. I cant promise it to be a happy period, but there is support there for you by a female person (mother figure) who is a loving and a caring person. She is ready to listen to you and give you advice and support.

Futher Future: ( say 60 - 90 days)
Judgement. Nine of Pentacles.
A rebirth and deliverance from a situation, almost like the dead being awakened to the call of the angel. This will be a period of starting over and a period of cleansing and putting the past behind you. If there will be retribution and a price to pay for past mistakes, so be it, but it will be the way forward for a new chapter in your life. Relief on its way to give you a respite form your trials and tribulations where it will not be all fun and play, but a responsibility and discipline to get your affairs into order to enjoy the peace of mind.  The opportunity to clear the past will be presented to you, but it is also required of you to adopt a new approach of responsibility in your financial affairs.

Outcome/Advice.
Three of Cups.
Good times ahead for you as you celebrate a new phase in your life with family and friends.
I sense there is a price tag attached to these 'good times' and that is the discipline of the Nine of Pentacles - that lady who walks leisurely in her garden, not too worried about money matters, but she did not get there by sheer luck.

Hope this shed some light on your situation.

I would appreciate your feedback.

Blessings and all the best to you.
Cedars

Feedback

30 days - things kind of worked well. i have improved myself to some extent. Nothing major happened, i kind of managed to pull it off but i'm kind of in the same mess now...hope it will end soon all this mess i created

got 2(3) tarot decks myself and learning now ).
I get that mother figure alot in my readings also. someone loves me alot

i'll keep this up to date as much as i can