Hi, Gem and everyone else!

Can you tell me how I'll or can meet my love? Even when I'll meet her? Can you also tell with the cards as to why girls don't want to be with me? My Heart has been hurting for sometime now, about a year now I've been feeling lonely. I never had a girlfriend. Sometimes I feel like I just don't deserve to find that special girl that will Love me as much that I'll Love her. Don't tell me that I'm still young and I have many years ahead of me. I'm sick of hearing that! When I need Love why can't it come to me when I need it. I do love myself, but it's getting harder to think that Love will find me.

Lukasz, Male, April 10, 1987 Wejherowo, Poland, Aries, Blue eyes, 5'8"

Hello Lucasz,

Don’t worry; I will not say you are too young.

Let us see what the cards have got to say.

Rider Waite deck.

Past influences:
Seven of Wands. Eight of pentacles.
Here I can see you have led a past which has involved struggles, wanting to prove yourself, worked hard, learned something and concentrated on the work at hand. I must say it has been one where, in spite of the struggles, you have had the upper hand in most things. The learning phase will have made you stronger both mentally, in terms of qualifications, if not even wiser.

Present Influences:
Four of Swords. The Emperor.
I could almost say you have taken a sabbatical, taken some time out pondering over things and issues to find some answers. I almost sense that you have said ‘what the hell’ I don’t care anymore. But you do care and that is why you have given yourself that time off to collect yourself and gain that strength of that emperor and be in authority and power. After the pensive period, I feel you are now ready to take charge and go after what you want.

Near Future:
Five of Swords. Two of Pentacles.
I feel some of your future encounters may not be to your satisfaction; I’m afraid you may neither feel that you have achieved what you set out for, nor feel vanquished. It is like encounters not meeting with your expectations and you feeling despondent about them. The two of pentacles is telling me you have nothing to lose to take your time and evaluate the situations and experiences you have had so far. It is also telling me that you can be happy during this evaluation phase of yours until you get what you’re looking for. I am being told, life is to be lived and enjoyed while you juggle your options.

Advice:
Ten of Pentacles.
Oh, Lucasz, light at the end of the tunnel. A card of happy ending, full of abundance and contentment in material and financial affairs. The Ten of pentacles almost tells me the fruition of your hard work, patience and some of the disappointments that you have endured so far.

I hope this has shed some light on your situation.

I would like to receive you feedback, if you can find a  few minutes, please.

Bless!
Cedars