Per the email invitation, I would like a free reading please. I'm going through a rough time, I know there is light at the end of the tunnel, but just can't see how long the tunnel is.


My name is Jennifer (I go by Jenn) I was born 6/16/76.

Thanks!

Hi Jenn,

Waw we have the same birthday!!! ;)

I pulled some cards for you concerning your emotional situation and this is what came up.

I know your request dates back to two weeks, so perhaps there was an evolution in your situation since then.
I used a spread called the Star....

The Past: Five of Pentacles (reversed)
The Present: Ten of Swords
Positive: Five of Cups (reversed)
Negative: Six of Pentacles
The Future (most likely outcome developing from the situation) Three of Swords
Unpredictable element: Emperor
Synthesis (summary and outcome of the cards' messages): Hierophant reversed.

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Reading:
Based on the cards, Jenn, it seems that you are in a bad place emotionally. Something you held close to your heart is ending and you feel it can't get any worse than this. You feel as if life has stabbed you in the back and as if your own hopes have been crushed to the ground. Already, in the recent past, you felt much like a victim in a situation where you already were feeling depressed and abandoned. You were already experiencing a feeling of loss on so many levels, and worry was the word of day.... And you were refusing to try to see the situation on a different light.
What is working for you now is your gradual acceptance that even if something ends, it doesn't mean that there is nothing good to keep from it.  You are accepting the necessity to accept that the past cannot be cried over forever.  On the other hand, what is working against you is your own generosity and the way in which you cannot refuse to answer calls for help. At this point, stop focusing so much on helping others and rather give to yourself a little.
It is very likely that in the near future you'd be experiencing a separation of sort, but let us call this a "creative separation" in the sense that in this separation, what is originally thought as a hurt and heartbreak would actually free you from some poison that is eating up your emotional health.
It is highly possible that an unexpected intervention from a father figure or someone who represents authority and ethical codes to you could occur. It could be beneficial or not, depending on how you handle it.
Summary:
Suffering in ordinary life make us question and open the way to a greater understanding of the higher laws of life. There is a transition from blind suffering and pain, to an individual higher vision and spiritual adulthood. To answer your question "When will the emotional turmoil end?": It WILL END and is already in the process of ending.

I hope this helps a little. Best wishes to you.
Farafina

I forgot to add that you are meant to become a teacher to others in the areas of spirituality and this process you are going to is equipping you with the tools to understand human suffering and therefore to provide guidance to others in the midst of it.

Farafina

Good one Farafina
I like this spread.

Thanks so much Cedars!

I hope Jenn finds it helpful.... ;)