Hi, some times life is very hard with all the lessons we learn along the pathway. I am married and I am separated from my wife. She decided to leave and it is about 18 months since our separation. We still talk and I have to admit that my love for her has not changed and my heart beats faster with only think about a reconciliation and that is my heart's desire.

If I could have a glance about what is gonna be the outcome of this broken romance with my wife I would be pleased and prepared for the next step.

As I said all my love is for my wife and last night something happened to me. I went to a party with a couple of good friends and I had the chance to meet this incredible girl. Her name is Tia, we talked a lot and seems that we had a thing. So many things in common. She is much younger than myself and to make the story short we kissed and play.
To tell you the truth she made me feel that I was alive. She showed great interest and all her attention was just for me, and even she told me she wanted to come with me to spend the rest of the night together.

I am puzzled because she dissapeared and the magik was lost like in a fairy tale, and to be honest I am not sure what to assume about this "fairy tale" but I can still taste all the excitement, I can still taste the flavor of her skin, and I still can feel her scent all around me, and I thank her for the memories of the good evening we shared.

On the other hand I know where to find her but I am not sure if to try to find her because I know that I could fall in love with her since there is magik in this charming girl. I know that it is an "impossible" since there are many barriers to overcome. I am not being insecure but I want to be a bit realistic (and maybe a bit hard with myself).

As I said above that my wife is all that my heart desires but since last night my soul is vibrating with new vibes. I am confused and I rather wish to keep all these memories as a granted wish that only lasted a few hours and that way I can bring those memories to me and visualize having her in my arms every time I hurt. It is like having a magical secret that will soothe my sorrow. And wherever it is, I am sure that meeting these girl is one the the best things ever in my life. She is magikal since she can heal all the pain and burdens that surrounds me.

May some one with the gift of insight could provide me with some answers and advice about this situation.

Thank you all for your time reading this post.

Blessings to all.

Hi Tio, I pulled some cards based on your question above using the Gilded Tarot... a spread I created myself.
1. you and how you feel
2. why you feel this way
3. your wife and how she feels
4. why she feels this way
5. your relationship
6. hidden aspect of the relationship
7. possible outcome of this relationship

The cards show that right now you are feeling like a victim, depressed and alone. Feelings of isolation and abandonment as well. You may be feeling right now as if you lack important life necessities including feeling loved. Feelings of rejection from your break-up with your wife are still strong. Also, the card shows that you have feelings of insecurity as well, with thoughts such as you don't deserve love. I sense also you may have been neglecting your health. (Five of Pentacles) The reason for these feelings you are experiencing right now can very well be tied to the fact that you used to be someone who was in control of the situation. Someone who was assertive and who managed to keep his authority and who always managed to win over situations. The situation, the move, and the changes in your marital situation were like a blow to everything you used to be. (The Chariot)
As for your wife, it seems that she is going through a soul-searching phase, learning about herself, about her goals, and seeking knowledge about the meaning of her life. She is conencting to her spirituality and using solitude to reflect and study on everything important to her in her life. (The Hermit) This is because the frequent quarreling about details and the rivalry and competition in the relationship have been very irritating to her to the point where she felt she could not see the purpose of any of this anymore. (Five of Wands)
The cards shows that at this stage you both are looking for new horizons and to explore new possibilities. The fact that the man on the card has his back turned to his past reflects this attitude of looking to an unfamiliar and unexplored future. (Three of Wands)
Hidden aspects of your relationship have to do with fantasies and dreams that were not realized during your relationship, and the fact that the relationship was this space where none of you put your actual ideas into actions... Too much wishful thinking that never concretized. (Seven of Cups)
Possible outcome of this relationship if everything else remains exactly unchanged: the cards show that you both will reach a point of forgiveness and finally peace will be made with the past, and a guilt-free attitude may prevail. The advice the cards are giving you is to look at the good a joyful time you both shared together and to remember them with a smile. There might be some kind of reunion and exchange of kind words and gestures between your wife and you, but the relationship you will both have will be a new one, different from the past. More friendship based, most probably. The card shows that it is okay for you to try and feel the way you felt when you were younger and to want to be in company of much younger people. It will do you some good. (Six of Cups)

I hope that this reading is somewhat helpful and that the cards are somehow helping you to see things a little more clearly.

Best wishes
Farafina



I edited this post to include the name of the Hermit card in the reading, which I had forgotten to mention...

Current Situation: King of Pentacles

in this situation this card represents a need to be fairly circumspect about your actions, there may be a need to consider the consequences of your actions and how they affect others. where you get a challenging outcome it is time to look at the process that gained that outcome from the perspective of the creator. in other words we all create at every moment of our lives and the outcomes of behaviours and attitudes are the future conscequence.

if we find ourselves in the position that the very thing we want becomes untouchable it is assuredly the moment to make some personal changes in the way we prioritize and think seriously about the best way to get what we want, which ultimately for most would be long term happiness. it never comes at the expence of another

Near Future, love: Knight of Pentacles:

if you go forward in sincerity and honesty you can gain a love that will bring you what you need and desire on an inner level. the key to this is sincerity and integrity. this knght epitomises the sense of true love with a view to a long term commitment. without the honesty of the moment and the truest of feelings unwanted challenges may come forward and in this case the only way to mangage these challenges would be to use honesty and open communications.

Outcome: Ace of Swords

this is a card of undirected energies causing conflict, can represent arguments, and frustrating times. i see a sense of victory without satisfaction here so you may get what you want only to discover the cost perhaps, too late, does not gain you that which you were seeking. with this outcome i advise caution in your actions or at least be aware of the consequences and determine if you are prepared to accept them as part of the risk.

interpretation:

these cards indicate the making of choices that do not reflect the long term desire, if happiness is just out of reach for you the best way to go forward is to sit for a minute and reflect on your past actions and determine the choices you made that bought you to where you are today. this is not an excercise in self criticism but rather quality control to bring happiness in the future one must make choices today that will take you there. happiness is always found in what makes the heart sing, it is not momentary or solitary. happiness in itself is in giving happiness to another and feeling enriched by that

good luck
d

Hi Squeaky,

Here at Mystic Board we welcome all readers that give free readings however, may I respectfully point you to our guidelines please  


5) We recommend to not give a member more than one reading a month, some types of reading need only be given every six months or even once a lifetime.

6 ) Please look to see if a reading has already been given, and then please do not give another which may be confusing to the member or make the original reader feel unwanted and that their reading is ignored, or usurped; instead fill another request rather than doubling up.

Farafina has just spent time and energy giving a reading, posted three hours prior to yours. We do ask that readers look to see if there has already been a reading given.  Doubling up is unnecessary and this is especially discouraged when other members are still waiting for one reading. I hope you understand for the future.

i am sorry to incur your displeasure gem but as this is evident throughout the site just assumed it is the norm, would also like to point out that one of your rules states that it is the readers discretion???

there has been no offence to farafina either intended or taken i can assure you

regards
d