May i have a general reading as to why i was so stupid in the past, why i am so stupid now and if i am going to be this stupid in the future?

Is this a joke?

What are you on about Karess?????????????

You're only 22. If you think you have been stupid at something....... learn from it....... move on to experience more stupid things...... life is an ever learning cycle...... but do not undermine yourself for your mistakes...for your so-called stupidities..
Your word, not mine

I agree with cedars.  I'm not one for standing at the wailing wall and beating my breast over a "stupid" something.  I may cry, or get angry for a bit, but then look at yourself, at your reasons for making the choices, and the reasons for thinking it turned out "stupid".  Then move on.  Even at 22 I did this.  You have a lot of life to live.  I would not choose to live it thinking I'm stupid.  Just my opinion....

karess.

having made a poor choice you would be best advised to determine why you continue to find yourself in the same boat, i would assume this is about a love. when hooked into a cycle you need to take a look at the essence to be able to move through to a new way of being. if you find that you are allowing yourself to be drawn in by someone even when this goes against what you know to be in your best interest, it is an indication that your self love could use a little work. ask yourself some important questions rather than being angry with yourself. progress can not be made in the lap of anger.

i have drawn 3 cards the emphasis was on the issue, the best way forward, a development card

the first card is the five of wands, it represents expectations, as such it indicates that your expectations have not been met, this could be that you are seeing an ideal rather than the truth in this matter. perhaps maintaining a vision for your future involves releasing a need to be with someone that is not going to help you gain that.

the second card is the five of cups, the card of betrayal, as a way forward it indicates that again you feel let down, if you look at things as they are and realistic expectations this card would not come up for you. betrayal is not always about something being done to us it is just as often that we are disappointed because we had an unreal expectation, to go forward it might be time to simply look at what you can realistically expect from someone or a situation. if mistakes are made letting go of the issue allows a forward movement. the cry in this card is of pain to be sure, but pain induced by the one feeling it.

the last card is the seven of swords, again a card of deception, as a development card it really leaves me only one meaning in light of the other two, where is it you have been deceiving yourself. if you can look at this you will find it easy to move into a new way of being.

overall these cards indicate a level of self deception, when engaged in this way the tendency is to try and make another person or situation fit into your own ideal, they quite simply may not fit. listen to the words said, not just the good ones. 'i love you', followed by 'as much as i can' , is not a declaration it is a warning. i may not be good enough, i am giving all i can, and other such phrases indicate a lack, you can not fix it and you will live the consequence of choosing to stay involved .


being loved is a dangerous business for most, accept that someone who loves you will make mistakes, and acknowledge someone who does not will always let you know.


warm regards
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