First of all I want to thank you very much for spending your time and energy on doing this reading for me. I feel I needed to get some advices and guidance, reveal my feelings and thoughts. I know I am the only one who have to make the decisions, there isn't any easy way for it, but this is helping me to realize things, which is maybe are hidden by myself.
Nine of Pentacles:
I get two things in mind when I read this. She is holding her pet in one hand, and her material belonging (the pentacle) in the other. The pet represents probably the vet education and the material belonging that I will get well-paid for working as a vet. If I would go that far, I know I would have done a lot of work for it and would feel releaved and satisfied when it's over.
The dilemma, my second thought: It takes many years to become a vet here, if lucky six years, if not, I have to become a petcarer/petnurser(?) at first which will include two-three years and not even then if I have the petnurser/carer education I will be guaranteed to become a vet. It's difficult and to make it you really have to want it and work for it. To choose that way will put myself into a both material and mental risk, petnursing is very low paid (verylow) and if I choose that direction I want to make it the whole way. The option is to choose between the risktaking vet education or a education (I have one in mind) which I am not too interested in but it's well paid, the working market is good and the education is not too long. So shortly said, I have to choose between the bird which can fly away any minute, vet educ., or the very secure material pentacle which will stay in my hand, second alternative educ.
The Death card:
I will finish my recent studies in a month. I have some tasks unfinished and I have to make sure to finish these so I can finish my recent studies and then end the chapter. If I don't finish it I can't either move on, and first when I have ended the chapter, first then can I think more clearly on the future. It becomes more real then. This is what I get from the card.
It is a major arcana card, and even if I don't can come to think about any other thoughts of it, it's still probably the most important thing of it all, because without finishing these recent studies I can't move on.
Six of Cups:
I haven't been thinking about my childhood so much when thinking about the situation I have. But when I think about it it the ground of my thoughts is somehow my childhood. I was born with pets around me and when I grow up I had all kinds of them, they have always been there for me, but I guess it faded away a little bit from my mind when I was in the early teen years. It's back in mind now though. Is there any chance that the lillies could be pets/animals? They really were my sweethearts. The boy doesn't tell me much, I do have only brothers though, two of them, but I can't place it.
My parents also encouraged me discreetly every now and then to get a good education for a more "safe future".
I think the reason you got the feeling of picking a fourth card is because my father pretty much involved in this.
The Emperor, Major arcana: My father (libra sunsign) is well educated, working in a position as somekind of leader, diplomat. His thoughts has always affected me in a way or another and he wants us, me and my brothers, to get good educations that will give us material safety in the future and good working chances. He is the one who thinks that I would go with the more secure alternative, he is also the one who told me about this education that will give me that security. My father is not forcing me to anything and is open to discuss other options/educations also and his advices are only good minded, (maybe a little bit selfish though). My thoughts are being affected by him because of the way he is picking his words and him as a leader.
Writing all this I realize more than before where I stand, I am not much of a risktaker, I prefer safety and I don't want to stand there later having made the wrong decision and other looking at me like "what did I say..".
I have to choose between a risk made of what I am really interested in, which would take a lot of energy and work, and a much more safe alternative in many ways but that wouldn't be my passion.
I think the least thing I could do for you is telling you what I feel your cards means for me. And to write all this I can tell it cleared my situation lot more, my feelings mostly. I may seem a little bit weak and unindependent because of my family, and that is probably true, but also human. I will think over all this some more, but I am at this point pretty sure I will do the hard work for getting what I really want in life. If it doesn't work out,.. it can't be that bad to do mistakes, can it? I will live anyway.
Once again, thank you for doing this for me, it meant a lot and I really appreciate
It won't decide for me, but it gave me new energy and ways of thinking.
I will tell you later how I went on with the situation and decisions.
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I hope you get the point and maybe you would have an idea how to put the question right. If I was unclear, ask please 
