Dear Kathleen
this my first reading over the Net. So you are a little bit like my guinea pig. sorry.
I see in the past you had to make a choice that required a lot of courage on your part. You had to take it upon youself to make this choice even though it was quite hard. I see it had something to do with the law or something official. But the outcome seems to have been positive for you, as if it gave you freedom and contentment. Right now you are at a place in your life where you are searching for a direction, reflecting on everything, withdrawing from your social life... You want to be alone and think and see where you are headed. There is a bit of mustrust there around you, though, that will only cripple you if you don't let go of it. Whta's coming for you is most likely facing what it is that scares you inside, your fears, because guess what? New beginning for you: something like a discovery, or something like learning. New courses? Going back to school perhaps? or new business enterprise?
To me it is all positivity awaiting you. It seems that you are at a place in your life where you will start anew... Exciting project, new beginning....
Not having a specific question, this is all I could work out.
PS: also saw a young man, your son? a young family member of yours? that you seem to have been thinking about.... Hum, I wonder why I saw this...