Hello, Jenny.
Sorry about the delay. The truth is I was a bit taken aback by the fact that you made yes/no questions. I must explain that the cards are not usually so final. In fact, what they do is to help you see how to go about reaching your goals. But whether you follow their advice or not, is up to you entirely. Also, the cards can give a possible outcome based on what is going on right now, and specially your attitude, but it is always up to you to change it.
Having said that, I will use the RW on a spread called The Work Cycle.
Out of 9 cards, 5 of them are Major Arcana, so we are dealing with strong forces and turning points in your life. I would point out the lack of Pentacles, the practical side of life, so take care of your body and try to keep up with the day to day life. You would also need to stop and take time to think on everything. You are going through a very emotional and rather impulsive phase that can be a problem when job seeking. Other than that, the spread is really powerful and optimistic, as we will see next.
A- Your inner self -
The Hanged Man reversed: you are suffering inside while under social pressure and because you are doing what others expect of you. You fight yourself because you have trouble accepting some aspect of your situation and tend to negate a part of yourself. That makes it really hard for you to focus and you tend to leave your plans unfinished. You feel like you are being punished and your love not returned.
B- External image-
King of Wands: You are generally seen as sincere, positive, an optimist with a strong mind and an ability to impose your will. You have faith in your own justice but are placed in an awkward position.
Recent influence -
Page of Swords reversed: Have you been feeling a little paranoid, lately? Maybe you got obsessed with problems and felt unable to solve them for yourself. It could also mean someone near you that tended to spy on you or butt their nose where not wanted.
Your expectations -
Wheel of Fortune reversed: Your are afraid that your situation will change for the worse, so you resist the change, even though it has probably already happened. You are afraid to have bad luck in your pursuits due to having taken risks or having been uncareful. You are specially afraid of taking heavy loses, but you are beginning to accept responsability for your own life.
Your present attitude -
The Chariot: Your are confident and constant enough to win this battle. You are able to control situations through your will and personality. You know the enemy and are preparing to face him.
Surrounding influences -
4 of Cups: This is the card of apathy and boredom, of lacking the means to see the value of things, not feeling like investigating new avenues of thought or enroll in new pursuits. Bored by past experiences, you may be letting pass up some good opportunities. I would say you are so worried with the upcoming trial that you are not focused enough to accept a challenging job.
Decisive happenings -
The World: Your goals will be accomplished and you will feel a cycle is completed and your efforts are finally rewarded. You will have enough resources and skills at your command, both physical and mental strength, and integrity.
What will happen next, where you are headed -
The Empress: This is the maternity card, a moment in which you can emotionally feel and understand, grow and gain balance. There will also return passion and happiness to your life. Watch out for any tendencies to be tough headed or overindulging.
Result, how it will affect you -
2 of Cups: This card usually means a truce after a dispute or new beginnings for a relationship. You will feel union, sensibility, emotion and appreciation of the experience.
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Always bear in mind that readings are like a snapshot: they capture what is on the waves right now, but other things may come to influence what you now see. Change is permanent and you must try to flow with it and make the best of it in each instance.
All in all, I would say you are a very capable person who is presently under a lot of pressure, suffering and not feeling very confident. But your strong nature will prevail in the end and there will be a positive emotional outcome for you.
However, all this emotional swings will make it very hard for you to concentrate on finding a job or any of the more practical aspects in life. This is only natural: you need to be more calm and focused to be bale to take care of that.
Make sure of getting your rest and stop worrying: remember some outcomes don't depend on how good or bad you are, but entirely on external forces, so let go a little and have some trust in what the future has in store for you. Whatever happens, you will grow to understand and adapt to it and make peace within yourself at last.
It was nice reading for you. I wish you all the best and hope you find the time to give a little input: I would like to know if this has helped you in any way. Cheers!
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