Some notes on the reading.  I appoligize for taking so long to respond.

I do sometimes upset people because I am a little to honest and when things are wrong I will tell them they are wrong.  I do not sugar coat anything.  I like to hear things the way they are and not all covered in nice words so it is hard for me not to be the same way.  It is not that I feel lonely it is that I feel empty.
I do need to learn to relax.  I struggle with this.  I have a tendency to want everything to happen right away.  Although we have been trying for years now to have children and have tried almost everything we still have no luck.  I see children having children and wonder why it is so easy for them.  Example my 17 year old nephew and his 16 year old girlfriend just found out they are pregnant and it is something they did not want and where thinking about giving the baby up but now they want to keep it and try.

I am questioning almost everything in my life and wondering what I can do to improve my situation but can never see an end.  I will try to be patient and wait for things to happen.
I am overly cautions sometimes and I have been told I can be very detail orientated. I am very easy going and do not like violence of any kind but I am interested in solving problems about violence after the fact.
I do have a love of nature.  My husband does find me hard to understand sometimes, he says one day he can almost read my mind and other days I am like a clam.

My thoughts and manner of speech are sympathetic and courteous and most times misunderstood.  I am very sensitive lately and it is strange for me.  I have always been the rock for everyone and lately I see or hear something sad or upsetting I am in tears.  I do feel distraught over conditions I cannot change.  As easy as I become upset lately I would never turn anyone away that needed my help.  I am the first person a lot of my friends, co-workers or family come to when they need help with something.
I have been able to recover quickly from any illness.  I really have not have much problems with health.  However; I have had a problem with my shoulder for over a year now.  Can you tell if this will get better without surgery?  
I have never been known for being lazy at or with work.  I tend to over do it sometimes. The increase in income would be great.  Any time soon?
I do work hard to have people feel warmly towards me and try for them not to see how insecure I really am.  I have a real hard time taking credit for good things done.  I really want to make a better life for my husband and myself.  I am married to a very proud man.  I don’t see any inheritance coming our way from any side of the family.
I would never assume I have everything correct actually I am always doubting what I do. I usually have someone else check my work before sending it anywhere important.
The truth is really important to me.  I will keep in mind to plan everything before doing things.  I normally do anyway but you never can tell how the future can change.
I am hoping that I will not have to give much effort in 2008.  I am feeling extremely tired from trying to keep up with everything that is happening.  I would love to be able to travel.  I cannot see this happening anytime soon.

Please let me know if you have any other comments or have anything else that I should know that could help me in my current situation.

Jody

I drew a card asking if it will be in your best interest to take the new job with the company within the company you are currently working for.  I pulled the World card which is the last card in the tarot deck.  You are undecided and there may be a lot of loose ends right now that you need to pull together in order to complete this phase of your life.  Things will start to come together for you as this is a card of completion, the end of a cycle.  There will be movement, new horizons and new opportunities for you.  This is an optomistic card which, I believe, also requires optomism on your part in regards to your goals and how hard you will be willing to work to make this job a reality and beneficial for you.  This can be a card of moving even a literal move, travel and expanding horizons.  Because of this card, I would also suggest you look at other opportunities for work that you may not already have looked into.   Good luck!!  Maeve

Maeve,
Thank you for pulling a card for me.  This gives me some hope.  I have been thinking of looking for work outside of where I work now but am worried I will not find something with the same types of health benefits.  I do need to tie up loose ends and show people I trust how to do some of the things I do that no other supervisor does.  This very positive for me.  My husband has been thinking of going away to work so this may be the change I need.

Thanks again

Jody

I think that is what the World card is saying.  THere are more vistas out there for you.  This is about change for you, even a change of jobs or where you live.  The key is to make the right decision, get those loose ends and training out of the way and take advantage of any doors that open.  I realize health benefits are important but you may find a new position that offers something that is just for you, that is just as good or better than health benefits i.e. higher wage so that you can get benefits in another way, etc.  Optomism, energy and getting things done first and then moving on are also about this card.  Good Luck.  Maeve

Maeve,
Thanks again for your time.  Earning a higher wage, I would not worry about health benefits.  More income is always good.  Even though I am sure I would find new things to spend it on.  There are always things we put off since we do not have the money to do at the time.  Need a new fridge but will have to make due until more income comes in and as soon as the money comes in for the new fridge something else more important like a oil tank or car needs to be repaired.