Hi Meg!
At the moment I am a bit pre-occupied with my spiritual growth and trying to figure out what I am ment to do in this life. I am looking into ways I can do what interests me to become financially independent. I've always relied on others to take care of my physical needs. I need to learn to be able to do it on my own.
The major difficulty I have right now is that I don't know where my relationship is going. I have so many mixed feelings and emotions about it. There are alot of negative aspects about the relationship (we are married) that I don't know if I can live with forever. There are good aspects too, which makes it so hard to know what to do. How would I go about looking at the relationship from a distance?
Trying to decide what I want is very difficult. I have three children (2 from previous relationships) and I need to take into considerantion what is best for them as well. Maybe the problem is I am being pulled in two different directions and don't know which way is the right one?
Anyway, thanks for getting back to me. If you have any other insights, please let me know.
Blessings and Peace,
Reikiwitch929