I feel that there are higher forces preventing me from excelling career wise. I believe that these same blocks are halting my love life and my psychic development also. I have submitted several applications & resumes over the past year and have not been hired yet. I have been in three relationships in the past year and a half and they all turned out to be disappointing break-ups. I spend a large amount of time meditating and prying that this series of unfortunate events come to an end. If any of you gifted lightbears sense, feel, are contacted by higher forces, Ashkaric records that may have a clue about the origin of this kindred soul it would be a blessing to hear from you. I feel that something may have taken place in a past life that has delayed my growth in all aspects of life in this one. This cycle must be broken, whether it was a spell, curse or karma, this is definitely an X-file and the truth is out there....

X-file case #  Feb 28, 1975

Hello Messiahs Torch

I don't know much about karma, spells or a curse, but it looks like you are having some difficult times. I have picked some cards for you and asked for guidance. This spread concetrates mainly on the energy and energies surrounding your current situation and the way forward.

I am using the Rider Waite original deck.

YOU: The Energy surrounding you.
Strenght: This is a major Arcana card and it is quite a powerful card as the name suggests. In spite of the trials and tribulations that you have described, you have stood firm against all odds with that inner strength of yours, which is really depicted on this card. A person taming the lion with gentleness and inner strength. You have been handling your situation with that strength and you should be proud of yourself.


ENERGIES SURROUNDING YOUR CURRENT SITUATION:
Four of Wands; Eight of Wands; The High Priestess.
We have here two Fire elements (Wands) and The High Priestess which is esorteric and non action.
The current energies surrounding you are one of celebrations in the backyard of your home - as depcited in the picture - after bringing home the harvest of the day. This signifies reaping the benefits of your hard work or your desire to do so, judging from your story. With the High Priestess emphasis is for you to contact your inner self, your intuition, finding a good balance between the mind and the heart. The High Priestess is non-active, it suggests that you be patient and search your spiritual side for the answers therein. It also signifies some secrets and mysteries surrounding your current situation. With the Eight of Wands some news coming your quick rather quickly to clarify a certain situation for you.
I am very tempted to give you timing on this one, as I suspect you would like to know. Suffice to say, that the Eight of Wands does not mess around; it will come to you sooner than you think.

ENERGIES FOR THE WAY FORWARD;
Nine of Pentacles; Two of Swords; Five of Pentacles.
Pentacles represent the element of Earth - financial well-being, abundance and earthly riches. Swords - element fo air.
At first glance, a tarot interpreter would look at these cards and pause - where is the way forward?
the Way forward is for you not to lose faith even in your lowest hours. There is always Hope if we just look for it through whatever belief system you have. A state of being in stalemate: not going backward nor forward can be overcome when you let your thoughts out and start talking about them. If you have scores to settle, things to get off your chest rather than being impartial in your opinions and your way forward, I think you should remove the blindfold and make a stand and make a choice. Whatever has been halting your further advancement in the fields you mentioned about in your question, there is a need for you to make a choice and stand in the sidelines. If you have been following without having your say in matters, perhaps it is time that spoke up your mind and expressed your firm opinion on things.
There is an opportunity for you to come out of this state, like our lady in the Nine of Pentacles, and enjoy yourself, almost giving yourself a well-deserved break or holiday. You may find it hard to believe, but rest assured your initial Strength depicted above will be and has been your armour against the odds.

The spread I used stops here. However, I felt I should draw two more cards for you by way of a summation or further clarification and I got the following cards:

Six of Pentacles: this is the victory card: a man riding his horse adorned with wands and garlands and being cheered by the crowds.
Ace of Wands: The root force of the wands suits - of energy, new ideas, creativity, vision and imagination, new prospects, opportunities, an element of risk taking..... all these forces and energies will be within you in their seedling state by way of opportunities. It will be up to you to rise to them and use them to your best advantage.

Please do let me have your feedack, when you get some time.

blessings
Cedars

Hello Mesiahs Torch

A correction in one of my sentences....... I should add the word Not.

........there is a need for you to make a choice and NOT stand in the sidelines. If you have been following without having your say in matters.........

That is a very powerful reading, there is so much hope in there. I'm really excited because it's telling me that I have great things coming my way and not to worry, just maintain a balance. I really appreciate you taking time to shed some light on my current situation. It was a very positive reading and I feel that things are gonna turn around soon!

Hello Mesiahs Torch
Thank you for your feed back.
Sorry, I have mistyped one of my Summation cards; it should be the Six of Wands and not Pentacles. The interpretation is correct, but a mistake on my part in typing it wrong. Sorry.