Hello Marie
I have taken the liberty to give you a general reading based on the energies surrounding you and the energies for the way forward. I thought this was the best spread for you as your question was so general.
I am using the Rider Waite original deck.
YOU: The energy surrounding you now. Four of Pentacles.
You are currently holding on to everything that you have for dear life. You are holding everything close to your chest as if not willing to expose yourself to anyone. It is almost like the miser who holds on to his pennies and this state of mind has in a way has immoblised you not letting you move forward. You are sitting still, having turned your back to the world in a state of stagnation.
ENERGIES SURROUNDING YOUR CURRENT SITUATION: The Chariot, Queen of Swords and the Four of Swords.
The current energies around you are those of struggle to get to your destination; maneuvering your resources in order not to veer off track while seeking the advice and support of someone who is knowledgeable, shrewd, motherly, who will give you all the advice without involving emotions into it. Or, if there is no such person in your life, you are advised to take on these qualities in order that your journey under the current state that you are doesnt go off balance. Heightened energies also call for some time out to reflect upon your situation and ponder on what is going on in your life. In your struggle to reach a certain goal in your life, two things you may need to take into consideration: sound advice, free from any emotional invovlement and time to yourself to mull over the situation in order to make the right decision.
ENERGIES FOR THE WAY FORWARD: The World, Judgement and The Empress.
All major Arcana cards which signify major events, major implications that are imminent in your life for the way forward. The struggle, the sound advice and the rest seem to me like will bear their fruits for the attainment of your goals; this state of completion, however, will have to go through a state of cleansing and letting go of the past and whatever mistakes were made. Almost a rebirth of your self to leave the past behind and follow your call which you had been looking for. This, in turn, will bring you in touch with Mother Earth, the feminine side of you where your maternal and sexual instincts will have an awakening. Dare I say ask you may be trying to form a family
Whatever you are trying or aiming for, does not look bad at all.
Best of guidance to you.
Please do come back with any feedback you may have.
Cedars