I am going through a tough time in all areas.  I need a reading please.

Hi Camili,

Your first card, drawn in the past energies position was The Chariot, it shows the driver of the chariot fightintg the two rams that are harnessed to it, each one wants to go a different way, the driver is determined and forceful and coaxing them to work together. If they continue to fight they will pull the chariot apart and the driver will fall. As a card of the past this one shows explosive energies. The past cannot have been easy but the excitement of the struggle remains with you. Perhaps you recognise who this fight was between? Perhaps it was you as one of the rams or perhaps you were the driver. It is not for me to interpret but you. I am only the messenger and tell what I see.
In the present position of energies with you now, we have the Ace of Wands, a card that is full of fire, raging fire and a roaring lion. Passion and anger and strong forces. There is a salamander sitting on a rock watching the lion. Half orange like the fire and half green like the growth that the suit of wands portrays. The salamander shows that it is possible to work with both, nature and fire at peace together. The lion is running full tilt to the right, the future, and indicates that perhaps you have not lost the fight or stresses of the past but are taking all that pain with you into the future. Perhaps it might be better to put the past to rest and make peace with your feelings over the bad events that happened. You did your best and could do no more, it was not your fault.
Ten of Swords is the card that tells us about energies you are taking into the future with you. A soldier rests on his sword, with nine swords at his feet all pointed towards him, sometimes these can mean there are nine problems to be overcome or nine worries. The sky is filled wth birds, messengers of the spirit world. Each one has a special message for you. Perhaps you are still dwelling on the past, and wondering about what happened? Perhaps the soldier is you and you are tired of holding all these problems together, now may be the time to let them all go, to pick up the swords, dust them off and move on towards a brighter time ahead.
Next we have the Three of Cups. Two women each with a golden cup filled with wine are offering it to the soldier, but he already has a full cup of wine. This is the card of decisions, is it possible to take another cup without offending someone? Should he throw away the cup he already has? Or perhaps say he has wine and thank them both and then walk away?  Perhaps you recognise this situation or where it might be? Perhaps you are one of the women? Or perhaps you are the soldier, still battle weary and aching for rest and calm and peace?

As a cumulative card you have the Page of Disks. A young person stoops under the burden of carrying a large golden disk. The pages signify lack of experience and a new outlook. So perhaps this card is telling us that this is you, starting afresh, happy and joyous, bubbling with excitement and anticipation at the new horizons

As a quick summary, I think that you have troubles in the past and that you must let them go; forgive yourself and let them go. Put them to rest now and then move on, if you carry them with you then you will stay in the same situation, but if you make peace, you will look at the future from a different viewpoint and start noticing how clear the path ahead is. The path to happiness


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