Hi Mystic Meg! Sorry for taking so long to reply. Thank u soooooo much for taking the time to do the reading for me and in a way it's good u didn't predict the future, coz where i am now i actually think that its more "support, guidance, inspiration and empowerment" that i'm seeking. Thanx again, u've actually described my present situation beautifully.
I can c myself in the Four of Pentacles, my work demands a lot of attention to details and i'm a very meticulous person..........always checking and double checking
The Prince of Cups, perfectly describes me at the moment......especially concerning my love life and career....but me being me ....my love life always takes the back seat.... It's a yearn for a better job, i feel that i might be in a rut in my actual one [it might just be that I want to do so much more that i'm imagining things too]......it's not that i'm not good at what i'm doing, things r going well for me at the office..... it's just that i can't c any prospects for the future [i'm always worried abt the future....hehe --- and most of the time i don't take the time to fully live the present

] ........ but things have been pretty static for me for the past few years......i've accepted this job with the intention of changing later, but haven't been able to [actually i've given up hope and stopped trying].........i don't know whether i should continue to pursue in this field and c what the future has in store for me or start to look for a better job that suits my current qualifications [i'm over-qualified for my actual job]....
As the Ace of Pentacles goes .... I feel that I'm ready 4 a "new beginning", to start a "new cycle"........But i feel i have two open doors in front of me.........either specialise in my field ...... or look for a better job......... i'm so scared that i might take the wrong decision, that i'm not taking one at all [which is worst] .....& time is flying by..........so that explains the Hanged Man card.....in a way i'm in a rut coz i'm not making any move to get out of it........ I just don't know which way to go........
The Moon Card......i might not be seeing things in their true light......what if i keep waiting for the right job all my life? What if i miss the chance of a better job if i specialise in my current one? I'm sure it's a simple problem to solve but it has taken enormous proportions in my life.....Could u pls pls pls pls guide me in the right direction?
Thank u sooooooooooooo much in advance.