Hi Deborah,
Thank you for reading for me

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I am a very emotional person or you can say a person who let her emotion take control instead of her mind.
I know that I need help but I really don't know who to turn to but I am grateful that at least you are here to lend a shoulder to cry on.
New lifestyle? Could it be due to my overseas posting now in Europe? This is only for 2 years and I will be back home next year. I am only in this "business" and at the same time I am a full time employee.
I think the man who excerise control might be my husband because he is the one putting the stress on me and not my master. He thinks that I will fail in this and loss quite alot of $$$ especially when we needed it most now.
I am full of thanks to you....
Thanks a million,
Penny